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Damn... My first day. I'm totally blown away. I never thought life would be this easy to live when you begin to lose every sense of control that you ever had. All you could do now is steer yourself strait down the road of this downward spiral most call life. An endless Pitt with no ladders or rope to climb out of; torture...
Today I finally summed up energy and the guts to look Hope in the eyes, and actually say "hi". lol
She smiled back and walked away...nothing much but it made me feel alittle better.
I mean she's soo beautiful.. I can't restrain my heart beat!
I found out that Lyhn and Ching are still doing drugs. After I thought we all quite together.
And, for some reason...I'm not one bit surprised. Shit happens and sooner or later our lives get sucked right back in a warphole we so badly strain to release our constant quarreling with life through many years to perfect the pressure and consequences of just saying "no".
But, WTF? We gonna die anyways right? Might as well go unconsciously right?
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