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Since Friday The 13th
On Friday the 13th, I got into the worse car accident.. I ended up in the hospital for five days. Well now three weeks later, after being home everyday I had time to do alot of thinking and sorting out. I go back to school March 25th.. For the first time I haven't been so excited about going back to school.. When I was in the hospital I was scared but it was iight tha nurses helped alot.. Luis stayed there everyday till I went to sleep lucky as hell to have a boy like that for real.. My girLs came threw to NaNa ApriL Desi Heather ElizaBeth & Christina.. And ofcourse my family.. Aunt Tammy drove four hours to come see me, as soon as she walked in I started crying she started to, I guess its hard, she was like my second mother back in the day.. Finally Luis took me walking threw tha halls my first day actually out of bed.. I did pretty good, but shit that night I was in so much pain.. OHHH BOY!! I got home and WIFEY lol my best friend LizBeth came over right from class.. She stayed all night even when Luis came over YEY they got along.. Dam mama definetly helped me all night.. First DR. APPMNT. tha nurses and all tha doctors from ICU/TRAUMA were telling me they were surprised how much better I was doing.. They kept calling me Little Miracle.. Over this past three weeks I have learned oh so much.. You don't always have to give to people for them to know you care. Putting yourself first is also a big thing. I have alot more to live for now and instead ofregretting yesterday I'm looking forward to making tomorrow better.. Now I' m just doing what I gotta do I started driving again which is good because if i didnt I would of never got back in a car.. OOH BOY I definetly realized how much I loved that nigga.. but of course I told him we will never be anything but friends :(.. I'll write more later right now Im going back to sleep.. mwahhz
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