*Love*Liberty*Disco* (kutless) wrote, @ 2003-06-11 22:49:00

Brian's...
Pretty fun @ Brian's tonight. I like sometimes just having a few people. But sometimes it gets a little boring b/c we can't think of anything to do.
Oh my word I can't believe how much I like Drake. I am the most ridiculous human being that ever walked the planet. There is no way in the world that he will ever even THINK about liking me as anything more thatn a friend. And every once in a while I even wonder about that. Every time I see him I tell myself to just let it go b/c he DOES NOT LIKE ME. But I'm not a very good listener. I'm actually getting worse. I like him more than I've ever liked anyone else. That's very bad. Very bad.
Tomorrow we're going to the park. Not sure if I can go or not. I REALLY REALLY want to (naturally) but I haveto go shopping for Vermilion w/Molly. We'll see. Hopefully I can talk to her and figure out when we're going. And then I'll have to call Drake. I don't think he likes to talk to me. But that's too bad b/c I'll have to talk to him tomorrow.
I am obviously not doing well~so I think I should stop writing right now before I begin destructive behavior.

	razor_blade 2003-06-12 12:03 (link)
	Jess~remember what I have been saying about getting over him in your own time? Well, I know it doesn't help much now, but it is true. Maybe Brian shouldn't have dared you to....well, you know. I thought that was kind of bad for you. I promise it will get better. Just think about the humongous crush you have on me:) Luv always, Cassie (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: kutless 2003-06-12 16:50 (link)
	Thanks honey. But right now nothing really helps. And what Brian dared me to do didn't really affect me~I just felt sorry for Drake. Thanks for trying to make me feel better. And of course I'll always have the biggest crush on you!!;);) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)