broken is hard to fix (konstantine66) wrote, @ 2003-11-30 14:36:00

*sigh*
i wanted to write about how i feel right now in my diaryland diary, but i think mark & the rest of my friends are sick of hearing about it. over & over & over. it's so dumb, i can't help it. i started thinking about clark around 11:30 this morning, on the 40th offramp into yakima, and have continued since then. i wish i could take everything i feel and combine it into one little sentence, but it's just not that easy for me anymore. i remembered how i wondered what he thought of my town when we got off that exit; and how i kissed him & showed him things i thought were important. i was saying, hey this is my life here, i want to share it with you. how that very first day, we went and saw "the ring" at mayra's house, & shan was the only person there that we knew, because kayla was on house arrest and kristine wasn't there yet. i wore my favorite jeans that day, the flares written all over with pointless stuff. how we went and picked up tyler & alyssa, and then went to the mall so you could get your hair cut. i ran my hand through your hair & told you how good it looked on you. i let you drive my mom's car a few times, and kept expecting you to know where to go, leaving you making fun of me for forgetting. blah. stupid little memories. i'd almost repressed them all.

	whitey13 2003-12-10 23:48 (link)
	Now I'm confused, are you Clark's girlfriend or Mark's? Or neither? (Since I don't know who you are, I only know your first name, and what I've read here.) (Reply to this) (Thread)

	whitey13 2003-12-10 23:50 (link)
	Oops, I'm an idiot. One of your interests is Mark, so I'm guessing it's him. If you are referring to Mark Ellis, then I know who you are. If you don't, however, I have no clue still. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)