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Children of the Revolution
Cat spent the day with me. I had a great time with her. Shes really the only person besides Dani to touch anything in my room. Dani was different though because i knew that she didn't want to look at anything. She never took the time to REALLY know me.
Even though i've only known Felicia for a month, i feel so open with her. I'm an honest and open person to anyone. Ask me a question and i'll tell you the answer. I'm not going to lie to you. But with Cat, i want to tell her things that no one else knows. She cares and i know it. Thats what makes it special to me.
Thank you for...You.
Shes teaching me how to read music. Maybe then i'll learn how to play something besides the drums.
She also looked at my art (drawing, painting, script writing, etc.) and it was thrilling to me. The fact that someone looked at a work that i created makes me feel worth something. Like, maybe i can change the way that someone thinks or feels. No matter what medium i work in, i want to make a person feel good about who and what they are. Today i feel like i can make a difference.
I'm going to film movies this summer. Unlike other times i've set out for a goal, this time is different. This time i will film a movie. Please hold me to this.
Cat may not have a place to live come Friday. I offered her to live with me. This offer still stands, and always will. I don't tire of people to easily. In fact, i don't tire...period. (smiles)
i hate insomnia.
Regina wrote in her journal about me. She basically said she cares nothing for me. I hope this is the case. It won't be the end of her though. She works in cycles. If Dean doesn't work out for her, it'll be "I love you, you fool." Then i'll tell her that i can't be with her. Then she gets pissed and hates me. Wash, rinse, repeat.
Please don't compare yourself to Alice anymore. She just wants to get home. You still don't know where you're going.
"Bugalo? Ok. I'll have a thorax and a couple of feelers." " Great! You want a side salad too?" "Yuckkk!"
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