| Current mood: |  lonely |
| Current music: | Shadows Like Statues - Matchbox Romance |
everyone i know goes away in the end
hm. ex-convict guy in my class decided to mess with me. in several different ways. :\ my mom is taking back my dress. "homecoming" at hollys house. dont know if i can go though. have my sisters bridal shower on saturday at like the same time. oh well. no one will miss me. id be all depressed there anyway. but i feel like just giving up. cuz apparently im just a "stupid piece of ugly ass shit" according to someone. its worthless to even try...but i dont want to give up.
i was trying to find a survey or something but im failing. oh well...no one would read it. nevermind i found one.
name -- Kaydee
Spell your name backwards: Eedyak
Date of birth: April 20th, 1988
Astrological sign: Taurus
Nicknames: Kate
Occupation? Student
Height: 5'7"
Hair color: Dark Brown
Eye color: Green
Where were you born? Somewhere
Age: 15
Screen name: KawaiiNekoTidus
What do your screen names stand for? CuteKittyTidus
Pets: Friskerz/Tidus/Ta-Kun ... my kitteh
Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake? 2
Piercing? None
Tattoo's? None
Righty or lefty? Righty
Wearing: Care Bear Pajama Pants, Shirt with red and black sleeves and my Busted shirt over that
Hearing: Eleven - Taking Back Sunday
Feeling: Depressed, Worried, Anxious, Worthless, Alone, Needy
Eating/drinking: Nothing
: people you know :
`@!Craziest? Depends on the moment
`@!Loudest? Anne
`@!Best friend of the same sex? Jen, Holly, Anne
`@!Best friend of the opposite sex? Zak and Jeremy
`@!Most shy? I don't know
`@!Dumbest? Everyone has their moments
`@!Smartest? Brenna
`@!Best personality? Tony
`@!Most talented? Everyone has their own talents
`@!Most ghetto? Zak because he thinks hes a pimp
`@!Drama queen? Tony
`@!Pain in the ass? Jen
`@!Funniest? Everyone
`@!Best advice giver? You know...I haven't gotten ANY good advice lately when I REALLY need it
`@!Druggie? Probably going to be me
`@!Most likely to join a cult? Max
`@!Have you lost touch with a good friend recently? Yes
`@!Person you've been friends with the longest? Jess
: Last. . . :
-Last dream: We were at Hollys house, I'm not entirely sure who was there, but I know Jen, Tony, Holly, Anne, Zak, and Me were. We were all hanging out having a good time, and then some girl that I couldn't see the features of came in and started messing with Zak. I got all freaked out and started crying and stuff, and when Zak noticed he laughed. Yeah. Good dream hm.
-Last car ride: Does the bus count?
-Last good cry: Crying is never good, and today in English
-Last movie seen: Yu Yu Hakusho: Poltergeist Report ... I was bored so I watched it
-Last Book Read: I was tring to read The Once And Future King but I'm too lazy
-Last curse word uttered: Fuck
-Last phone call: My mom
-Last TV show watched: I Love the 80's Strikes Back 1983
-Last shoes worn: My Vans
-Last CD played: Matchbox Romance
-Last annoyance: Everything
-Last soda drank: Livewire at Holly's a while back
-Last IM: No one's said anything to me yet so probably Holly last night
-Last time dancing: Last night at A.C. Moore with Jen and her Mom when The Hustle came on
-Worn a skirt: Tomorrow...maybe o.o
-Missed someone: Right now. I miss Zak
-Fought with your parents: Haven't for awhile, bout due for that
-Wished upon a star: I gave up on that
-Laughed until you cried: I miss doing that. Last time I did it was at Zak over a month ago for him doing something dumb
-Played truth or dare: When Anne Jen and Holly slept over at my house a while back
-Watched a sunrise/sunset: Don't know
-Went to the beach at night: Never
-Spent quality time alone: I've been alone for a long time, it hasn't been very quality though
-Read a book for fun: I haven't read for awhile, I feel bad
-Are you lonely: YES god damnit
-Are you wearing pajamas: Sort of
-Are you talking to someone online: No
*Movie You Could Watch Over and Over: Hackers
*Your Favorite Song At This Moment: My Eyes Burn - Matchbox Romance
*Your Favorite Song : Without You Here - Finch
*Person You Could Spend the Rest of Your Life With: Zak ;-;
-;- this or that -;-
*Shorts or Pants: Pants
*Hug or Kiss: Both
*Oranges or Apples: Oranges
*Black or White: Black
*Blonde or Brunette: Blonde
*Tall or Short: Tall
*A or Z: Z
*Punk Or Prep: Punk
*Superman or Spider Man: Batman ... no Robin ^_^
*Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
*Did you drink anything with caffeine in it today: No
*Have you ever met anyone off the internet: No
*How many phones do you have in your house: Two
*How long is your hair: Shoulder length?
*Do you get along with your parents: I get along with my mom
*What color of eyes do you prefer: Blue
*Were you named after anyone: Catherine Hepburn
*Do you like your handwriting: No
*What is your most embarrasing CD/Tape: Don't know
*If you were another person, would you be friends with yourself? No
*Are you a daredevil: I wish I was
*Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell: No
*Have you ever misused a word and sounded absolutely stupid: No
*Where is your second home: Holly's or Jen's
*Do you trust others easily: No
*What was your favorite toy as a child: My My Little Ponies
*What class in school do you think is totally useless: GERMAN
*Do you have a journal: This one
*Have you ever been in another country: No
*Would you bungee jump: Yes
*What are you worried about right now: Loosing Zak
*Do you ever wear overalls: No
Favorites:
Actor/actress: Mathew Lillard, Orlando Bloom, Angelina Jolie
Board game: Candyland
Book: The Last Unicorn
Cartoon: The Candidate for Goddess
Cereal: Peanut Butter Crunch
Chewing gum: Polar Ice
Color(s): Black and Silver
Color nail polish: Silver
Day of week: Saturday
Least fave day: Monday
Flower: Rose
Jello flavor: Peach
Day or Night: Night
Summer or Winter: Winter
Finish the Sentence..
I Love to… be with Zak
I Miss... how everything used to be with him
I Wish... I could be everything he wants
I Hope... it'll work out soon
I Am Annoyed by... how crappy I am
I Am... alone
I Want to Be... happy
I Would Never... I don't know
I'd Rather... neh
I Am Tired... all the time
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