eh. a little pensive. (x-posted from LJ)
VA Beach tomorrow for the weekend.
NY in two weeks for the weekend.
Jason Mraz in July. Not for the weekend.
I'm just happy I'm doing something with myself this summer.
I like to double space a lot, apparently.
And I'm torn about doing something that I'm 99.99% sure I'm just going to get rebuffed on. I'm not hurt about being rebuffed (well, a little bit, but not enough to matter), but whether or not it's worth it. Will it do anything. I keep trying to tell myself that it's better to put myself out there and see, but I honestly don't want to do it if it's not going to provide results.
I guess it's that part of me that's afraid of being rejected. I've put myself out there about this before, and gotten very mixed results. Majority of which were not in the good category. I've made my peace with it, but I've been debating on whether or not to try again to mend it.
Opinions? Advice? Suggestions? Thoughts? Please and thank you.
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 mdmealbertine
2009-05-29 11:00
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My opinion is that if you think you'll ever look back and say "What if I had?" that you should do it. I hate living with "what ifs" I could've done something about. (Reply to this) (Thread) |
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cosmicavatar
2009-05-29 13:59
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Without knowing what it is, it's very difficult to say. If, say, it's a chance to stretch yourself and try new challenges and, as already mentioned, you're going to be playing the what-if game if you don't, it's probably worth a go. If it doesn't work, you tried, right? However, if it's something which has brought you emotional pain in the past and you fear more of the same, then I'd be a lot more wary. (Reply to this) (Thread) |
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