Gayle (kirielle) wrote, @ 2009-02-08 22:26:00

Current mood:

drained

Twice in less than a year
I just saw my daddy yesterday. I...can't believe it.

My daddy died today while I was in New Jersey.

I'm 27 years old and I fucking miss my daddy. I...I...just can't believe it. And here I sit, blogging. Wow, priorities much?

I had to help make funeral plans. I...don't even know the first step. I've never had to make a plan for anyone, let alone my own dad. I..........my world is crashing and I don't know how to stop it.......

	bally 2009-02-09 02:28 (link)
	Oh, honey, I'm so sorry. *reallytighthugs* (Reply to this) (Thread)

	eileen 2009-02-09 02:58 (link)
	I'm so sorry. {hug} (Reply to this) (Thread)

	cosmicavatar 2009-02-09 05:14 (link)
	Oh, shit, Gayle, I'm so, so sorry. [heart] (Reply to this) (Thread)

	cassylee 2009-02-09 09:38 (link)
	Oh, Gayle, I'm so sorry. *hugs* (Reply to this) (Thread)

	mdmealbertine 2009-02-09 10:18 (link)
	Oh, Gayle. I'm so sorry. I wish I could hug you in person. The funeral home will help you through that part of it, but the rest...you do what you have to do to get by. If blogging helps you deal with the shock, then that's the right thing to do. {{hugs}} (Reply to this) (Thread)

	mouse_wd 2009-02-09 12:21 (link)
	Gayle, I'm so very sorry. *hugs* (Reply to this) (Thread)

	starshine_wd 2009-02-09 13:55 (link)
	You have my absolute deepest sympathies Gayle. I know how hard this is but don't feel guilty about "priorities" because you're making posts on the computer. You need all the support you can get and that's what your friends here are for. [tight, tight {{{HUG}}}] (Reply to this) (Thread)

	ariadne 2009-02-09 16:30 (link)
	I'm so so sorry [hug] (Reply to this) (Thread)

	callie_demeter 2009-02-09 17:11 (link)
	Gayle, I'm sorry [hugs]. I don't know what to say, but if something brings you a little comfort, do it [hug] (Reply to this) (Thread)

	cyndisision 2009-02-09 18:01 (link)
	Oh, Gayle, you have my deepest condolences. **tight squishy hug** (Reply to this) (Thread)

	lulamae 2009-02-09 22:07 (link)
	Oh, Gayle... you have my deepest sympathies. [hugs] And blogging has nothing to do with priorities... you need to do what you need to do to get through it. That's what you need to do and it's fine. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	cailet25 2009-02-10 11:57 (link)
	I'm so sorry, Gayle. (Reply to this) (Thread)