Gayle (kirielle) wrote, @ 2008-11-17 18:50:00

Current mood:

melancholy

I'm a little sad.
So I called Mike's parents earlier today to let them know that a mutual friend of ours (Mike's and mine) is having a c-section in the next day or so and that she was naming the baby Michael. I thought it was fantastic, and that it might make them smile to know as well.

She didn't answer. No big, I left a message.

She called me back just now. I forgot that I still had that number saved in my phone as "Michael".

For just a second, I thought it was him calling me.

And now I can't stop crying.

I miss him.

	dropedge 2008-11-17 21:19 (link)
	Oh, sweetie. Don't fret. Think of the namesake and the joy he will bring! (Reply to this) (Thread)

	bally 2008-11-18 02:45 (link)
	I'm sorry, honey. *reallyquitebighugs* (Reply to this) (Thread)

	callie_demeter 2008-11-18 13:27 (link)
	[bigsquishyhugs] I'm sorry you're hurting. I hope the baby will prove to be just as special as your Michael was. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	cosmicavatar 2008-11-18 17:55 (link)
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