The Little Handful (kid_fairie) wrote, @ 2004-01-20 21:40:00

Current mood:

cynical

i hate it that everyone is so obsessed with weed nowadays--its not the fucking world

i hate it that some people are convinced that if they don't like the music, than it sucks in general--everyone is free to their own fucking opinion genius, get over it.

i hate it i let myself get used every fucking chance that i have -- is there nobody out there who actually accepts me for who i am?

i hate it that YOU [specific someone] kissed me than fucking kissed her the next fucking day. if you wanted to fucking date her, than go right a fucking head, that's not what i fucking care about. the fact that you had to fucking kiss me, and you were THINKING about her while you were kissing me, that's what pissed me the fuck off.

i hate it that i've been single for the past 5 months

i hate it that i'm so paranoid about losing my friends -- i will explain that more in depth later in this entry

i hate it that everyone is bragging TO ME how they are SO happy with their siginificant other -- i'm glad your happy, but honestly, don't make me feel shittier than i already do.

i hate it that everytime [someone] talks about another girl, i get hurt

i hate it that i feel so goddamn lonely every goddamn day

i hate it that people think they are so much smarter than others when they really have the exact same intellegence -- face it, you're not a fucking genius

i hate it that everyone is giving me shit for having sex -- nobody else gave other people shit, why is it such a big deal about me?

i hate it when people try to explain to me why weed is so fucking great -- it's not giong to change my fucking point of view

i hate it that people are always trying to give me advice, but what they are really doing is making me feel like shit -- "well maybe if you wore a bit more make-up, you'd look really good. that's just a suggestion though" thanks asshole.

and last but not least...

i hate it when people act like they have all the problems in the world, like a certain someone [jeanette you should know who HE is] and than take their anger out on the entire world because there dad said something like "you're grounded"or "STOP TALKING BACK TO ME OR I SWEAR I WILL NEVER LET YOU DO THIS AND THAT AGAIN"-- suck it up, all parents get fucking pissed.

now i will explain to you about the whole friend thing. i seriously am beginning to feel like i have almost no friends. it's like i could leave and everyone wuold be like "ooo trish left!...anyone want some weed?" i mean, Kimmi, you're right i was thinking about it too, and it's fucking true, except for not about you, about me. i feel like everytime i become really good friends with someone, something pushes them away or takes them away from me. it's like one month, we're hanging out every fucking day, than the next, something takes the away from me, and i barely ever get to fucking see them.

it seriuosly pisses me off.

sorry i just needed to rant about that.

	(Anonymous) 2004-01-20 21:56 (link)
	I LOVE YOU TIMES 500000 INFINITY -ash (Reply to this) (Thread)

	(Anonymous) 2004-01-20 21:56 (link)
	I LOVE YOU TIMES 500000 INFINITY and im always here for you NO MATTER WHAT dont you forget that -ash (Reply to this) (Thread)