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Krystine Robbins (ker_mcb85) wrote,
@ 2003-12-03 17:37:00
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    Current mood: dorky
    Current music:living each day like your already dead- atreyu

    ahhh what a day
    I feel so blah… I don’t know why…. I want to be in love… I want someone near by that I can love…even though dating seems so trivial to me I want it so bad…. I love being in love… I love making people happy…I like feeling important….that is the one thing I miss most… feeling important… I dunno…. I don’t hear “I love you enough” (the other kind of love) I live with extended family that I hardly met till just before I moved here… I never hear it from them…. I never hear it from my 20 year old uncle whom I am close to… I hear it when I talk to my mom and my other grandparents…… which isn’t that often…ARGH… and there are all these guys that seem so perfect for me…and that I happen to like …. One of them I never get a chance to talk to…( I met him on Saturday), one guy I just don’t know what to think of… my feelings for him are off and on… and that doesn’t seem to good… I dunno… then this other guy… its insane how cute he is… and it is insane how much we have in common … he’s into all kinds of really cool things like meditation and things like that… he has some really cool and interesting views on a lot of things… and he’s an artist…. But he lives in Michigan… yeah leave it to me to like some guy I am prolly never going to see… I see to subconsciously make my life a living hell… and THEN there is Jacob… I think im over that, because … ah… whatever…

    In brighter news… I have decided what I am going to do with college!!! I am going to the community college for a while get my basics out of the way in less then 2 years… and then transfer to the university… I am going to major in radio, television, and film and minor in photographic technologies… or vise versa im not sure yet… I need to look into it more… I need to work on developing a better creative process for myself… sometimes I think I can be creative but it is a boring dull kind of creative… OOOOOO I need to finish my collage!! I really want to make a photo mosaic… that would be fucking awesome…. Word to your mother pimp juice…ooo I really like the cd’s I burned… the first school blindside…when they were all metal core and stuff….it is grate… there is even an entire song in Swedish… it is super wicked awesome… somebody for the first time today noticed my hair… ive had my hair like this since before Halloween… it is now December 3rd… now I know im not that important but what I did to my hair was pretty drastic… going from blonde to ruby red with the ends dyed jet black… and I see this person EVERYDAY! I must be more insignificant then I thought….oooo I also like this band called Anathema … they are a band from Liverpool this cool guy from Austin sent me a couple of their songs…. Props to him…. I need to get out more… broaden my horizons….


    ….. till I feel like it again



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(Anonymous)
2003-12-04 00:27 (link)
hey u, your hot. kee kee kee

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ker_mcb85
2003-12-04 01:26 (link)
who are you?

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