I cleaned out my trunk, and everything was mouldy. It was gross.
The kitten I found died, and i cried alot.
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plastic_panda
2003-08-21 12:29
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aww... *frown* did alice have her kitties yet? *sticks fingers to your face and forces a smile... altho awkward looking, i'm sure i bruised more than just your cheek* there's alot i want to say to you, alot i want you to know. alot i wish you understood. alot about myself... i wish i could change. i wish we could do one of those things, like in the cell - where like... you get into my mind... and see things, not like... see things for how they are, but see behind them. and then i can get into yours... and get in behind things and play puzzles and learn things. you know you have a big heart, and i'm sorry i bruised a portion of it. i'm sorry my words ripped you up inside, and i'm sorry for alot of things. i feel like an alcohalic. hi, my name is shannon. and i hate being a human. hi, my name is distance. and i dont care if i ever wake up again. i'll be off paxil soon... well starting to be weened off. come august 29th... which should lead to smoother less robotic activities. although a rocky road for me on my path off the chemical numbness.... i'll have better chances at real smiles, gut wrenching emotions, caring, loving... and being real. i love you, kate. no matter how much you've distanced yourself from this machine called SHANNON... you'll always be something to me. and i'll always be here... somehow.... oi. im sorry this is so long. and public. xox(Reply to this) (Thread) |
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