Well, here I am in Pennsylvania. I feel oddly calm. It's almost odd enough to be unnerving, if only I weren't feeling so serene. (does that make any sense???) -_-;;;
Today was a wonderful day, and I have actually been in high spirits since I've been here. Except..... today I came across some photographs of Angelo, and it made my heart flutter and my will falter. All of a sudden I remembered what it was like when we were together, the warmth of him, the way I always felt comfortable around him, the way he laughed, the way I could read his every emotion just by looking in his eyes... the way I loved him, so much. I almost started crying, but I made myself put the pictures back in their envelope, and I reminded myself that I will find someone better, someone else to give my kisses and hugs to, someone else to share my heart with, someone else to love, so much.
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