a week later... i have calmed down somewhat. all i can bring myself to say here is that the woman i've been complaining about all this time--Audry--and Angelo have been sleeping together since summer and now she's pregnant with his child.
i have forgiven them both, and said as much to each of them. but i cannot even begin to describe how much this hurts. i gave him my absolute unconditional trust, and even in the face of others who were saying "there's something going on between those two," i defended him. i have known him for 6 1/2 years, i never had any reason to doubt him. she kicked her husband out of the house because he was cheating on her, so i thought surely i could trust her because she would never want to put another woman through that kind of pain. they both made a fool of me. they made a mockery of my love.
"if nothing changes...." he could not guarantee that i could trust him again. so we are no longer a couple. still living together for now, though, which is fine by me. i have no problems with staying friends with him. but i will eventually be moving out; i plan on going back to school to get my masters.
till next time...
