*sigh* I just miss spending time with you. I don't care what it is that we're doing, as long as I'm with you. If I can't even spend any time with you, then what's the point? All it does is make me sad. Why does everyone else get your time except for me? It used to just be that you were always at Audry's, babysitting or helping with something-or-another or just visiting, but now on top of that you hang out with Jeremiah a lot. How is it that you can make time for them and keep yourself awake during the day so that you can do those things, but you don't make any time for me? When I come home at night, depending on the shift I've worked, sometimes you are awake. But you're also half-asleep, because you were doing something with someone all day, and now you are uber tired and must get a 2 or 3 hour nap before work. I hate coming home to find you asleep. When I come home I want to be able to pounce you and hug you so tight... and if I've had a bad day, I want to be able to fall into your arms and cry all the stress away. Instead I just end up crying alone.
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