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Why Am I thinking this
Man I don't come here much unless something is bugging the hell outta me and it is.. Time for a little rant. I am sure all people wonder and wish people where dead but me... Well I am not like that... Yea I am Dark in nature and I do have seeds of hate in my heart but when it comes to a punk as who don't wanna do nothing for or with his kids that tend to make a mind wonder...
I swear even though I am getting the divorce this son of a bitch pisses me off so bad he is just like his damn father don't do nothing and isn’t worth being spit on.. Oh yea I will be there and I will provide for my son.. Shah, yea right when hell freezes over maybe but no damn time soon here now... Punk ass needs to get off his as and be a man and a father and stop worrying about who is Dom and who is his sub in my eyes the putz isn’t no Dom or else he would have respected what was his in the first place instead of throwing it away like a rotted piece of meat.. Well I am glad he isn’t here though hell I was miserable with the ass hole but now the only thing that bugs me is this asshole being so irresponsible and stupid.. I mean damn I wonder if he thinks I am someone else and is not going to do shit about it... Laffzzz boy is he wrong.... We'll see what happens.. ~snickers~...
I mean hell what the fuck is more important then ya own flesh and blood.. Lmao... Oh I am supposed to be the bad parent here to... ~growls~ and I am to mentally incompetent to take care of my own son.. Ok lets see here if I am well why is he doing so well.. Why is he sleeping better at night {kept for now he is off meds to do some test} Why has he went from 28 lbs {that’s what he was when I got here he had lost from 34 to that} back up to almost 42 lbs.. yea he is little but at least he has his food, his clothing, and everything that child needs in his mommas safety..
I am his mom and I will always do the best job for my son.. there is an old saying that comes to mind when I need to let this out in the air.. If ya fail your kids in life then you have failed in life.. Wise Man told me that.. I stick to it becauuuuussseeeee lets see here I am not the one failing in life... I am not the one who is failing my Kids {well I only have one there hehe} Hell this child is the most important thing that ever happened to me and I am the bad person for doing what? Taking care of him when he won't?? Making sure he is safe and Secure when all he wanned to do was jump from place to place?
What the hell was I thinking when I married this asshole... Good God he is not sexy, his teef is rotted all to hell and back, he is balding, bowlegged as hell and cant sing worht a fuck... ~shakes my head~ Ok I have successfuly pissed myself off now soooo I am gonna go off and fantasize about Chester screaming in my ear {OMG}
Peace out
©Kaileah
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