Justin Randall Timberlake (jrt) wrote, @ 2002-11-07 11:24:00

Current mood:	indescribable
Current music:	LeAnn Rimes - 'I Need You'

Oh shoot me. >:o

Sorry. I am extremely tired right now. People wanna call at the stupidest times and wake me up.

Yesterday was just really emotionally stressing for me. I mean really... and I never cried like that... not in front of her. Alyssa has seen me do much more. Like throw stuff and... yeah, It just gets really bad. I think she's going back to LA today... and I don't want her to go. When she's not around I get really nervous about what I could actually do... to myself.

I spoke to Pharrell, he needs a journal. He's always there for me too.

Last night, I decided to take Britney out to dinner. She was worried about people seeing us together again, and the questions that they might ask. I told her that I didn't care. I really don't I mean what the fuck? Right now, I just don't feel like dealing with that type of shit. Everyday it's something new. Anyway, yes, we walked out of the hotel together. People were looking at me like... I don't even know. We got to the restaurant and got seated and what not... We didn't stay long... :-[

Let's face it, Brit is one of my best friends. And I am always going to love her. And yes, I was going to ask her to marry me the day that... HE... told me what happened. I've held the ring ever since. In my pocket... what else was I going to do with it?

I promised myself, that I wouldn't...

And I did.

	alyssa_milano 2002-11-07 12:00 (link)
	*shoots* (Reply to this) (Thread)

	jrt 2002-11-07 12:04 (link)
	You were the last person I was expecting to do so. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	alyssa_milano 2002-11-07 12:06 (link)
	You wanted someone to shoot. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jrt 2002-11-07 12:07 (link)
	Yes, you're right. But I wasn't expecting you, of all people, to be the one. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	alyssa_milano 2002-11-07 12:09 (link)
	Sorry. If it makes you feel better, it was a sweet cute "I like you" gun. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jrt 2002-11-07 12:11 (link)
	That works. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	alyssa_milano 2002-11-07 12:13 (link)
	See you in the studio? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jrt 2002-11-07 12:14 (link)
	Of course. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	alyssa_milano 2002-11-07 12:16 (link)
	I'm going to see if Aj wants to make out in the dressing room. Mmm. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jrt 2002-11-07 12:18 (link)
	No comment. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	alyssa_milano 2002-11-07 12:24 (link)
	You know I wouldn't do that, right? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jrt 2002-11-07 12:26 (link)
	I hope not. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	alyssa_milano 2002-11-07 12:29 (link)
	I'd wait until you were sleep, or something to fufill that. You know, I have to get it somewhere. Kiiiiidddiiiinnnnggg. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jrt 2002-11-07 12:31 (link)
	*Frowns* (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	alyssa_milano 2002-11-07 12:33 (link)
	*kisses your cheek* Have I ever told you how incredibly sexy you are when you're mad. That's probably why I like pissing you off. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jrt 2002-11-07 12:37 (link)
	*Scoffs* So I'm only sexy when I'm mad? I see how it is. ;) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	alyssa_milano 2002-11-07 12:42 (link)
	Alright. You're also sexy when you get an errection from staring at my breasts. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jrt 2002-11-07 12:44 (link)
	:-[ I thought you didn't notice. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	alyssa_milano 2002-11-07 12:50 (link)
	:-[ I only didn't notice you staring at my breasts when I would stare at your crotch. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jrt 2002-11-07 12:54 (link)
	*Covers my crotch with my hand* :-[ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	alyssa_milano 2002-11-07 13:00 (link)
	You might want to use two hands, pal. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jrt 2002-11-07 13:07 (link)
	=-O Just... =-O (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	britjeanspears 2002-11-07 14:07 (link)
	Hi. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	jrt 2002-11-07 14:08 (link)
	Hey. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	britjeanspears 2002-11-07 14:10 (link)
	What's up? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jrt 2002-11-07 14:11 (link)
	Nothing... About to get like an hour of sleep. You? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	britjeanspears 2002-11-07 14:14 (link)
	Not much. Just hanging out around the hotel and talking to Christina. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jrt 2002-11-07 14:16 (link)
	Cool... Tell her I said 'Hi'. I'll be around later. You better watch me on BET today. Maybe I'll stop by afterwards. If that's cool with you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	britjeanspears 2002-11-07 14:19 (link)
	Of course I'm going to watch it. I'd tivo it if I had Tivo in my hotel room. You can stop by. I should be here all night. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)