Josh Chasez (joshuascott) wrote, @ 2003-07-31 04:42:00

Current mood:

happy

I'd start a war, you all know me so well, but what is there worth fighting for?
::He's sitting up again this night, out on the balcony of the hotel suite where the happy pair are staying this evening. It's balmy ... well, okay. He mentally reconsiders that word. It's sticky, and salty, and hot. He turns his head, and looks inside, where Nick is sleeping soundly in the bedroom, ESPN flickering baseball scores and what not, that blue light illuminating that baby face, and his lips curve into a smile, his eyes narrowing slightly, quietly watching.::

::He turns back towards the city, a soft sigh escaping his lips, in contemplation. He remembers the first time they met, so long ago it seems now, and how easily smiles and glances were exchanged. How all the silent time in between meetings were sprinkled with thoughts of him. How guilt is an ugly, ugly thing. How lies can eat a person up inside.::

::Everything is so clear to him on this muggy, still night. The lights below, the cars going back and forth, each one taking somebody somewhere. He looks up at the sky, and frowns slightly when he can't see any stars out. Damn the bright lights of the city, swallowing up God's work and making it invisible unless someone was really really looking.::

::He remembers the first time they kissed. The first time they had sex. He remembers the first time they held hands, the first picnic they went on, the first time they went to see a movie together.::

::He remembers the first time they said the words. The first time they made love. The first time they simply lay together and slept. The first time they spoke with glances, and knew exactly what the other was thinking.::

::He looks at his hand, and flexes his fingers, the ring shining in the hot moonlight. He remembers when the question was asked, how the "yes" sounded. He smiles widely, his eyes narrowing as his considers this ring. He remembers the "I do's" and the night after. The week in snow. The plane trip back.::

::As he inhales slowly, he turns his face up to the sky, and notices that for the first time in the hours since he'd been out there, he can see a star. He makes a wish on that star, then laughs quietly to himself as he steps back into the hotel room ... for his wish has already come true.::

	miss_branch 2003-08-08 03:02 (link)
	Awww. You and Nick are adorable.. *smiles* But anyway, I just dropped by to wish you a happy birthday! Hope you get everything you wish for! (Reply to this) (Thread)

	joshuascott 2003-08-08 18:30 (link)
	::grins:: Thank you muchly, baby. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)