Jordana Brewster (jordana_brewstr) wrote, @ 2003-05-21 22:23:00

Current mood:

crushed

There are no words to describe what I'm feeling right now, or how I've felt the past few days. So many emotions are running through me and it doesn't seem possible to sort them out. I'm sad, lonely, angry, upset, resentful, pissed off, depressed, and that's just a tiny piece of it.

I think it must be something that I'm doing wrong. You don't get dumped twice in less than two months by people who have realized that they're in love with other people. I feel like my sole purpose is to reveal to men that they still care for their ex/someone else.

And if I didn't do anything wrong, then why don't I deserve to be happy? Why do they get to break my heart just to run into the arms of another person. I want the happy ending for once. I'm sick of being the stepping stone to other people's happiness.

I feel numb and alone. Lost and scared. I don't want to feel anymore. I don't want to love him.

*Rips the necklace he gave her off her neck and throws it across the room angrily then burts into tears*

I don't want to be alone.

j_harnett 2003-05-22 03:31 (link)

I'm pretty sure everyone wan't a happy ending, And one day I'm pretty sure most everyone will find it, wether it be in a realationship or just in life itself. just Remeber two things tough, One. Time is the best and worse thing there is... the best because time will heal, fix, mend Every wound. The worst because you have to wait for it because it moves at its own pace... I forgot who told me that but it's true Two. you are never alone, there are and will always be someone there, to care for you and be there for you, wether they are at arms length or a thousand miles away there will always be someone that will listen and try to help... Like me, I'm here for you Jordana and will be whenever you need. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	jordana_brewstr 2003-05-22 20:09 (link)
	What would I do without you? Thank you so much for being there for me, it means more than you'll ever know. :) That is some very wise advice and I'll have to keep it in mind. Thank you again. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	brokster_bri 2003-05-22 23:14 (link)
	Hey sweetie if you need someone to talk to I'm here. (Reply to this) (Thread)

bbmak_christian 2003-05-23 11:42 (link)

Jordana, it's not you. Don't think that, okay? I know how it is to get dumped by one person after another. It is the worst feeling ever to exist on this planet. Believe me, it's not you. You're wonderful, you're such a great person. Things don't work out - and I won't start with the "you'll find somebody soon" shit because I know at times like these, cliche sayings like that don't help whatsoever. So I'm going to say one thing: You're a beautiful person (Reply to this) (Thread)