Jordana Brewster (jordana_brewstr) wrote, @ 2003-07-08 13:41:00

I don't understand what I'm doing wrong. I gave him a second chance because he seemed so sincere. I am a firm believer that everyone makes mistakes and should be forgiven, but I guess I was stupid to have trusted him... again.

The worst part is how he's not even being honest with me after he promised he would. He won't talk to me. He won't tell me what he's feeling. I'm packed and ready to leave if he wants me to. But a big part of me wants him to tell me to stay. I care a lot. A lot more than I should.

Why does this keep happening to me? What did I do deserve this?

	padmexnat 2003-07-08 22:16 (link)
	I'm here if you need me. (Reply to this) (Thread)

miss_branch 2003-07-10 11:42 (link)

This is.. none of my business whatsoever, but please let me say something then I promise I'll be on my way. Sometimes life has its ways of teaching us, or protecting us. At times it gives us sunshine, and at times it gives us rain. But neither can last forever, and sunshine shall only last if little rainshowers come by every now and then.. You may not have done anything to deserve this, but in time I think it will prove to have been a point made by nature. It surely must have been for the best, everyone is destined to be with one, and you'll find your sunshine. I find mine in my guitar, *chuckles* but anyway. If you'd like, contact me and I'll try to help in any way possible. As I promised, I'll be off now. *smiles* I promise it will all turn out good one day not far from now. (Reply to this) (Thread)

jordana_brewstr 2003-07-10 12:49 (link)

I don't know what else to say but thank you. Thank you for taking the time to respond to a stranger's post. Thank you for being so compassionate. I know that eventually I'll find my sunshine, but I guess it's hard to stay optimistic when I've found myself so close, only to realize that it wasn't real. I feel like I keep getting hit with these horrible experiences. I feel alone and as if no one cares. Four times in a row. How are you to keep your head up when it's happened four times? Everywhere I look people are happy. Why can't I be one of those happy people? I realize it's hard for you to understand without any background knowledge of what has happened, but I'd rather not discuss it in here. However, maybe if we talk online sometime. :) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	dont_breathe 2003-07-14 08:00 (link)
	uhm...who is that a picture of?? they have huge eye brows and theyre vary ugly... (Reply to this) (Thread)