JOEL MADDEN (joely_madden) wrote, @ 2003-07-26 00:47:00

Current mood:	marriage
Current music:	The romones - hey ho lets go

-leans back in bed and grabs laptop..turns on computer..waits for 10 hours ..goes to www.blurty.com, signs in.presses update...whoah now i'm here woooot!

i'm so nervous! I don't know if i'm supposed to get married.! what if i'm not ready? i can't stop thinking about all the stuff i need to do before i get married and that's scary!
i'm really young 20 freaking 4! I mean...yeah i guess i'm old enough to start getting married...but what comes after marriage..? BABIES! ahhh
and not only that but I've got good charlotte to think about..i'm thinking maybe i should wait til the band settles down..but then i think WHEN will that be?!?! and i might be to old..or not have anyone by then
i want a family and a wife..but when should i start all of that stuff..when do i stop the ME stuff and start the family stuff??? i have no idea...
ahh..-holds head between hands, rests elbows on knees- ::cries:: what am i supposed to do?? GET MARRIED??? OR NOT?
I love Mandy, but i think we need to talk about this first...i know it's all muh fault i mean she didn't ask me to ask her I asked her obviously It was running through my mind! It wasn't Mandy's fault at all ....



Mandy I DO LOVE YOU , but we also need to talk about getting married instead of rushing into it like i did when i purposed..i'm NOT saying that i didn't mean what all i said and i'm not saying I don't want to get married i'm just saying we should talk alot more about it first...call me when you get the chance Mandy...


Joely.

	little_billym 2003-07-26 02:18 (link)
	Edit about my pep talk. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	xx_avy_xx 2003-07-26 02:34 (link)
	I think it's a good decision on your part to talk to Mandy. I don't want my big brother to rush into anything. I know you love her though so it should all be okay. she'll understand you want to talk about stuff first. *hugs* (Reply to this) (Thread)

	jessicaxalba 2003-07-26 02:35 (link)
	awww joel dont think that way, your just freaking out cause it's one of the most important decisions in life......anyways do what you feel like and really think it over. And remember your only thinking bout the "bad" things....think about positive side of it....anyways do what's best :\ <3 Jess (Reply to this) (Thread)

	drummer_torry_c 2003-07-26 03:24 (link)
	Well Joel if you know for a fact that she is the one..then you should go for it. I mean if she is everything that you could possible want in a girl and you know what shes perfect...then go for it Joely ~*~::Torry::~*~ (Reply to this) (Thread)

	sarah_madden22 2003-07-26 11:30 (link)
	As your REAL sister im going to give you the best advice i can think of... Which is .. Dont worry about it. Mandy is really nice, so im sure she will understand either way. Plus you could have a long engagement?!?! okay well anyway thats all i have for you :) Sarah (Reply to this) (Thread)

	eyecandy_mandy 2003-07-26 12:58 (link)
	we shuld talk baby n jus to let u know if ur not redy tis fine cus im scared 2 .. but im scared of not being with u therefore if ur not redy n im scared n u wnat to wait illw ait forever dont hesitate to tell me how u feel if ur not redy i understand but i love u baby so its fine if ur not ready (Reply to this) (Thread)

	maddenbenji 2003-07-26 12:59 (link)
	ahh youll do fine joely!! congrats! (Reply to this) (Thread)

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