Rocket Girl (jmrocketeer) wrote, @ 2003-11-09 22:27:00

Current mood:	discontent
Current music:	Freedom Fighter -- P.O.D.

Hey losers.

Not that I'm not a loser myself.......*tear*

Shut up.

Tomorrow, I'm going to relive homecoming the way it should have gone. And I'm going to be damn happy. I better be. *glares*

OneLastDayDream: die
SmarterChild: Very well great, you just insulted a computer. Good job.

Man. You know I suck when I spend my time insulting computers.

I so hate myself. I'm going to jump off a fucking cliff, and I'm going to fucking like it!!!]

So, how was my day, you don't ask?

It was pretty good, actually. : )

*sigh* No one loves me. *tear*

Where's my goddamn rocket. Why can't I find him? Where is he? Why can't I have him?

Why can't I just be me? Why can't I just have those few things I want....?

Where were we? Oh yes, my day.

Well, I woke up, cleaned my room, and got dressed. Then Bianka came over and we went to the mall. I had a great time. Then we came to my house and played final fantasy x for a long time.

*sigh* I don't know waht I would do without Bianka. *tear* She has no idea how much I need her in my life. She may be the only reason I didn't kill myself. Because I knew she cared about me, and if there's anything in the world that I don't want to do, is hurt my best friend. I never knew waht it felt like to have a sister until I met her. I feel like she's my sister, and I don't want that to ever end. : ) I even have the typical sibling jealousy! She's so perfect, and my mother loves her soooooo much. *sigh*

Enough mushy stuff now. Onto my dreams.

I WANT MY FUCKING TONGUE PIERCED!!!

btw, I love you. You know who you are, and you know that i do. don't deny it.

sorry that i'm in your way

jessica

Alright, enough mushy stuff.

bloody_tempest 2003-11-13 21:18 (link)

I had a fun time, too! I really like that eraser and pen that I got. I don't use my normal erasers anymore, lol. FFX playing was cool, too! I had a trailer for the sequel, but we had to return that game (rented). Sorry! You're like my sister, too! But you're more like me. My sister's quiet and shy at school, and isn't too adventurous at all. It'd be cool if you lived over at my house for a while. No, that'd be awesome. It's like living together in our own house, or having our own dorms at a college. *gets the tingly excited feeling* Thank you so much for being my best friend! ~Bianka (Reply to this) (Thread)

Re: jmrocketeer 2003-11-14 07:29 (link)

That would be great! Unfortunately, it'll never happen. Not anytime soon, at least. And I mean, you're going to go to some fancy Ivy college blah blah fuck you, while I go to some crappy college like KSU. If I even GET into a college. *sigh* LikeI said when I went over to your house, if we live together, I would so do my homework all the time and practice my saxophone and be the perfect little student, because I would have motivation (you)!!!! But nooooo. eh. bleh. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: bloody_tempest 2003-11-15 23:12 (link)
	I'm not going to some fancy Ivy college. I'm going to KSU. It seems stupid to work hard and settle for second best, but it's what I want, so that's good enough, I guess. See? We'll be in the same college, and I KNOW that they'll accept you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: jmrocketeer 2003-11-16 09:29 (link)
	oh my gosh you have no idea how happy I am to read that!!! oh man! this is wonderful! i'm so happy! oh man! I love you so much! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: bloody_tempest 2003-11-16 21:49 (link)
	I love you too! I remember telling you that before, but I was probably mumbling. I mumble sooo much, yet I don't notice. I've been practicing my instrument A LOT these past two days. My voice is almost gone and my hand hurts a bunch from holding my clarinet. I practiced for about six hours total. Meh, I'm ready for sleeeep... Night! ~Bianka (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)