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| Current music: | "Raise The Dead" by Orange Willard |
Emotions...
Have ya ever got the urge to spill your emotions??? Well I did. But I'm not like most...I cant tell them to people I cant just tell people those things... Hell I cant even show my emotions. So I write them...Write them for any & all to see...
Outside Looking in
When your on the outside looking in,
I look to you like a girl
With dark black hair and dry skin.
Big blue eyes, a geeky smile.
:::Meanwhile:::
I stare at the world,
Through a childs eyes,
Not yet intelligent, nor am I wise.
Crazy to you,
But to myself I feel innocent, naive and afraid.
You look at me,
Like I am fearless and insane,
It never occurs to you,
That I too feel pain.
You've seen me pull weird stunts,
You've seen me fall on my ass and be bruised for a month.
You think I'm moody, but can't really think deep.
You see me as strong,
I see me as weak.
I think myself fat,
You think I'm rather thin,
Maybe its me, on the outside looking in...
Burning Ember
Sanity is losing
Grip on reality fading
Life seeping from the grasping fingers
Like water clutched by useless tines
Time is destroying
Fatality is working
Eyes ignorant to suffering and pain
People are dying
The Angles are crying
As the world that they created...
With so much hope and passion...
Dies
Love is ending
Hate is just beginning
This is where things come to term with their mortality
Holding to the daggers
They slice into the palms
Flesh torn wide open
Ripped to pieces by the thorns
Bleeding tears
Cursing their existence
As they run rampant through your veins
Emotions are crashing
The years bleed together
As so much wasted time
Dying angels weep
Mentality gives up
And the next thing you know
Youv collapsed onto your knees
Vision is blackened
There is one thing left you see
A burning ember
Beauty
Hey, Mr. Nobody
Hey Mr. Nobody
I’m glad that somebody loves me
That somebody is Nobody
But that’s okay with me
I sit here and I laugh alone
There’s nobody left to laugh with
Not while I’m sitting here at home
But that’s okay with me
Nobody is everybody that loves me
Everybody is long past gone
I sit and laugh, but rot inside
Because everybody’s left me alone
Hey Mr. Nobody
What the fuck is wrong with me?
I write letters to people who don’t exist
Because everybody’s left me
Hey Mr. Nobody
I’m writing to you again
I feel so left out and alone
Why has everybody left me here on my own?
I used to have friends, Mr. Nobody
What happened to my life?
I used to have a life, Mr. Nobody
Not anymore, though, everybody’s left
Hey Mr. Nobody
Does somebody love me?
I’ve been left here feeling so dreadfully alone
I never see anybody any more
Is it madness when I laugh alone?
What else am I supposed to do, left here all alone?
Everybody has a life but me
Everybody’s got their friends, but I feel so dreadfully alone
Hey Mr. Nobody!
Why won’t you fucking answer me?
I’ve been writing to you for weeks now!
Why don’t you talk to me?
Hey Mr. Nobody!
I’m beginning to think that you’re not real!
You never fucking talk to me anymore!
Just like everybody who’s gone!
I sit here and I laugh
I’m so utterly alone
Everybody’s left me
And it doesn’t fucking surprise me
Hey Mr. Nobody
I thought that you were somebody to love me!
Hey Mr. Nobody,
I guess that’s all you are!
Hey Mr. Nobody
I fucked up real bad
That’s why I’m alone
But I guess that’s okay with me
Hey Mr. Nobody,
I’m glad that Nobody loves me
That Nobody’s not somebody
That Nobody isn’t even me
Hey Mr. Nobody
Nobody loves me anymore
All I’ve got left now you and me
But you know what?
Being loved by Mr. Nobody is more than okay with me.
Mom
I wish I wasn't so confused, and I wish I didn't feel the way I do.
I wish that it was all okay, and that maybe you'd be coming back some day.
I wish there wasn't so much hate, just meant to bring us down.
I wish there was something more to be done, but no real choice remains.
I wish and wish, just keep on hoping, praying to a useless faith
I wish that I would learn.
Faith and Hope are words and only that
Young children who think this way...
The things they wish only get further and futher away,
With every passing day. And it's always been the same.
Did you find my emotions??? If not then you didnt read into what I said & how I felt... No one does so thats ok...
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2006-05-18 04:34
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With the venomous kiss you gave me, I'm killing loneliness
With the warmth of your arms, you saved me
Oh, I'm killing loneliness with you
The killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb
I'm killing loneliness
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