dead robot (jesuswanker) wrote, @ 2003-09-17 21:04:00

Current mood:	SHIT.
Current music:	none.

i decided to spare you my
motherfucking
i
feel
like
shit.
notcloseenoughnotcloseenoughnotcloseenoughnotcloseenoughnotcloseenoughtobeauty.
patheticpatheticpatheticpatheticpatheticpatheticpathetic.
imperfectflawedamessgrossdisgustingunattractivemotherfuckingugly.


i
feel
like
SHIT.
i feel pathetic for having low self esteem.
i feel fucking bad for myself.
and yes, i am doing something about it.
at least there's something positive in this fucking mess of my self esteem, or lack therof.

"i'm going to""i'm going to" wellfuckingwhen?!

	iloveproduce 2003-09-17 22:17 (link)
	Leila, I'm not saying this just because it seems like the right thing to do. But I think you are beautiful. <3 x infinity nikki (Reply to this) (Thread)

	U Beautiful U (Anonymous) 2003-09-18 08:02 (link)
	You are so far from ugly, it's like saying a litten anit cute. You know someone once told me to see yourself look at your friends. You and your friends are waaay neat and beautiful. . Some one loves you. Hell a lot of people love you. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: U Beautiful U jesuswanker 2003-09-18 15:24 (link)
	hmm... who... is this? "Someone once told me to see yourself look at your friends." well first of all i don't fully understand what you're trying to say. if you're trying to say i should compare myself to my friends... then that's not going to help at all, because my friends are incredibly beautiful.. and i'm jealous. that's one part of it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	anarchy 2003-09-18 09:34 (link)
	I may sound really stupid saying this but I think you're really pretty. I mean I even loved how you looked with a hairstyle I hate, it made me want one. =( Don't make me fill you with loads of compliments i don't like doing that. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: jesuswanker 2003-09-18 15:25 (link)
	heh... thank you. it means a lot to me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)