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.B.R.O.K.E.N. (jerseyzbabiie) wrote,
@ 2005-03-17 12:34:00
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    Current mood: sick
    Current music:The Used "Taste Of Ink"

    THE BEGINNING OF A DEATH SENTENCE.
    Lately, Ive been naping since Ive been really tired and what now. Yesterday I talked to Chris and hes engaged, which is amazing. I dont care, its just I didnt think it would happen for him. Anyway, yesterday I got home from school and I found out that we were going to go out to dinner for Dad's birthday. Before we left, my Dad told me the worst news I thought Id never have to hear. I have high cholesterol and if I dont get it down, I will die in due time. Just when I thought things couldnt get worse. He says its due to my lack of eating, but I just dont want to, I have no appetite. Its not like I can force myself to eat. That would probably just make me sick or something. I dont know what to do about this. Im scared, and I just want everything to be okay. Now I have to watch what I eat and what not. As if I didnt have enough problems. And worse, if Dad's wrong and its not because I dont eat, Ill have to change the way I eat. So suming it all up, Im somewhat dying slowly, I guess you can say. Can anything else go wrong?


    imissyou ♥



    ♥ Sue.



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