Jennifer Love Hewitt (jen__love) wrote, @ 2003-04-16 04:18:00

Current mood:	happy
Current music:	She's Always A Woman To Me--Billy Joel

Tossing and turning in the darkness
*sits at the keyboard, a gentle smile permanently dancing across my lips*

I have so much to say. And there are no words.

"For every battle there is a reward"--You said that to me once.

I keep thinking to myself....through all the pain and suffering I have been through...whether brought on by myself or others, it still doesn't measure up in intensity to the sheer happiness that I feel right now.

Do you even know the true meaning of happiness?

Once upon a time I thought I knew exactly what it was. Being me. I never thought that I wouldn't be enough. But today, I realize I can't imagine living a moment without you. Your tenderness, your passion, your understanding, your love. *smiles, seeing the irony* Your Love.

I have never felt something so right in my entire life. I am reflecting on times past when I felt that I was in love, and I can almost giggle at my naivety. This feeling.....*bites bottom lip*

Someone has reached into my soul, extracted the parts of me that I was afraid of, or ashamed of, and loved them. He picked out the parts of me I have hidden, the parts of me that I wasn't even aware I possessed. And he loved them.

I have fallen.

	gwyn_k_paltrow 2003-04-16 17:14 (link)
	This is...so sweet. I am so, so, so happy for you, because you are without a doubt beyond question so much deserving of this wonderful thing. *hug* (Reply to this) (Thread)

	jen__love 2003-04-16 22:16 (link)
	Thank you my wife. I love you! :-* I'll let you steal me away (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	catherine_b 2003-04-16 23:31 (link)
	Your other bride to be is happy for ya too. Mmhmm. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	jen__love 2003-04-17 23:30 (link)
	Hi. I love you. *humps* (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)