Juliana (jdspensieri) wrote, @ 2003-11-05 22:10:00

Current mood:

frustrated

i am writing an entry out of pure procrastination. my work ethic has gotten so bad and i hate it. yet do i do anything about it...no. ive been trying to do my chem homework for about 2 hours now. yeah, it's hard, but not two hours hard. i almost wish my parents would be w/ me like they are w/ my brother, and force me to do it. almost. tonight, to stall even more, i picked the fruit that takes the longest to eat (grapefruit) and decided that i needed to have a grapefruit. who does that? why cant i get anything done??? i remeber in 6th grade when i used to be afraid of not doing my homework or studying for test. back then i was smart. back then i would die if i got a B. i need something to force me back into that. now. i hate the thought that i know i could be doing a substantial amount better then i am right now if i just did my work and studied. maybe if i had studied for italian, it wouldnt be keeping my off the honor role right now. what a novel idea.UGH. the worst kind of fustration is fustration with yourself... stop procrastinating juliana...

bye

	works over rated anyway choctopus 2003-11-06 01:49 (link)
	you'll have to get in line, i've been waiting twenty years for my motivation dsMedia (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: works over rated anyway jdspensieri 2003-11-06 18:30 (link)
	hah, i need one of those speical passes that u get when u need a new organ, and get promoted to the front of the line (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	mega_megz 2003-11-06 21:48 (link)
	yeah that frustration sucks. i have it all the time but still i procrastinate about doing my homework and wont start it til i feel like going to bed. then the next morning im like erg i hafta get to bed earlier tonight im doing my hw right wheni get home. then here i am not having started my homework. when will it end? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	jdspensieri 2003-11-06 22:25 (link)
	its kinda like that abusive relationship circle we learned about in health Xcept the abusive homework? yeahh thats what it is... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)