jessica (javajess) wrote, @ 2005-08-10 19:47:00

smoke
I used to hate the smell of cigarette smoke. It gave me headaches and lingered on my clothing much too long.

After Mexico the smell because something of a comfort. After Mexico, anything that reminded me of the good of that trip was a comfort.

Then I tried it. I always wanted to smoke when I was drunk, so I did it. It tasted like shit.

Now the smell, the sight, even the thought of it makes me sick to my stomach. That fuzzy memory of that drunken night (one of the very last things I remember about that night) has had a very lasting impact.

	hercondolences 2005-08-11 20:46 (link)
	yeah. How did you get my journal? I'm just wondering. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	hercondolences 2005-08-11 20:51 (link)
	Oh my god. I just read your last post about Before Sunrise and Before Sunset. Those two movies were among the most beautiful movies I've ever seen in my entire life. The way Jesse and Celine connect is so beautiful. That is exactly what I want in my life. Just that. I don't need anything else. (Reply to this) (Thread)