Janie Russell (janier) wrote, @ 2003-07-12 00:56:00

Current mood:	crushed
Current music:	Soft Music In The Background



Jacob, It's Janie. I'm not exactly sure where you are right now, but I'm guess that you're sleeping right now or still working with the guys. Either way, I waited for you all day to talk to you but you never showed or called me. I really hate doing this over the phone, but I guess it's the only way I can. Jacob, I can't go through with the engagement or the relationship. I can't be in a relationship where I question it. Maybe one day down the road we can be together again, but as for right now, it's not the time. I hope that you can forgive me for this, and we can still be friends. Oh and I'm going to be working back at my old job, so you won't have to see me while you guys practice. Take care of yourself, and tell the other guys I said hello. Bye, Jacob. *hangs up*

Pierre and Chuck's wedding was tonight. It was absolutely amazing. Everyone looked great. I want to wish the both of them, the most happiness in the world. You guys are meant to be, and let me know if there's absolutely anything that I can do for the both of you.

I know that this is a short update but I'm kind of tired and not really sure what to say at the moment. So, when something comes to mind, I will update. As for right now, I think I'm going to go to bed. I'm tired.



I hate to do this really, but I've been thinking about it alot. I'm thinking about scratching out the baby that I had in the storyline. I hope no one gets mad at me for this change. Thanks, Kim.

	x_jacob_x 2003-07-12 11:13 (link)
	*leaves you a massage on your cell phone* Hi Janie.. sorry for not being around as often as other people here.. I really don't feel like it anymore esp. right now you broke up, see you around FRIEND *hangs up again* (Reply to this) (Thread)

	janier 2003-07-12 11:56 (link)
	*calls your cell back and leaves a message* You didn't feel like coming around, why? I figured you would be around more since we were engaged. I had hope that we would have worked this out, but I guess not. I'll see you around, Jacob. Or at least I hope too. *hangs up* (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)