I've been feeling sick in the stomach since last night :( Tim is out of town for a re-enactment of WWII. I went shopping and got underwear at Victoria's Secret and later in the day bought a maternity dress since my clothes don't fit anymore. I also bought a small container of shampoo, lotion, body wash, and pads for the hospital after delivery. I bought two kinds - heavy flow overnight, and heavy flow ultra thin. I am 25 weeks pregnant now and feel my baby move a lot. I am very happy in life right now even though sometimes I think about the time and everything else I have lost. I wonder about the future and what life is going to be like as a mother. I also gave up on trying to be part of the family God put me in. I finally realized that none of them have ever cared about me. I wish I had disowned them sooner than I did.
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 truly_crazed
2009-07-09 21:46
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Congrats about the pregnancy! You sound a lot like my mom... she created her own family with my brother and I because she just didn't belong in the one god gave her.
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2009-10-05 03:02
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We've never talked but for you to want to be my friend when I first started my journal, almost two years now I think. Something like that. I have no history with you what so ever, I know nothing about you, I've only read a couple of your posts but I love you and everything you've done. I want to share this love with everyone and everything I've come into contact with and I think you should do the same. I know part of you wants to think of the future all the time, and regret past decisions as well, but live now where all is well. A successful now leads way to a successful tomorrow. (Reply to this) (Thread) |
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