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J.M. (jakobmarley) wrote,
@ 2005-07-21 05:13:00
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    Current mood: frustrated

    Another night, another reason not to be...
    So this will be the third time I've written this. The program is acting up along with my computer but oh well.

    So tonight the group went bowling, and when I say group I mean Justin, Andrea, Erik, Rene, Tiffany, Verber, and a few extras. I accompanied Kristen to the event. Usually it would have been fun, and for the most part it was, but there was an apparent underlying tension between some of the participants. I'm not even sure how I can explain it, but almost everyone showed signs of it, some just more than others. My only problem was I knew that something wasn't right, but I was helpless to do anything about it. I really wanted to scream. There was a song I once heard and the chorus went "It's such a shame the game you play, congratulations you're invited to the masquerade." I guess that's how I envisioned the night, as a masquerade. Everyone walking around with their false identity, while trying to bury the other things away.

    I'm really sick of the lies and the fake smiles and people that say that they're fine even though they're slowly dying inside. The silent screams that fall on deaf ears, because people are too wrapped up in themselves to notice or care to anything to help. If only they would trust someone enough to help them, but I suppose that makes me a hypocrite. I don't know what to do. Should I stand by and watch them suffer, or should I try and help? I'm so confused...

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