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Silence In The Hallway
Yesterday we put up a wall for my friend at school. The hallway was filled with seniors that refused to go to class so they could help put it up. I stayed there myself a couple of periods. It was so sad to see because there was just silence most of the time. Everybody was so sad, people cried occasionally and when his closest friends came to sign around his picture, it was the saddest thing I've seen in a long time. Maybe the saddest thing I've ever seen. When I signed the wall, I put this:
I know you're doing one of two things right now...either making someone laugh with one of your crazy stories or singing your heart out. Well, whatever you're doing and wherever you are, I know I'm gonna miss you...and your crazy stories. You were a really funny kid and I know I'll never forget you. You are now and forever the funniest kid I've ever met.
It was hard to write that. But I did it. We don't know when his funeral will be but when we find out I think a lot of people are gonna show up. Maybe while he's in heaven, he'll realize that we appreciate him. Maybe he'll laugh in realization that we did care and we always will care. Well, I know that it's gonna hit me at the funeral. That he's gone. I just really have to prepare for that day. It's gonna be one of the hardest days of my life. I feel a lot better than what I did before though. We were all talking about the things my friend used to do. His crazy jokes, his stories. His Titanic poem is priceless though. LOL. God, typical Antoine. We put up some of his work and it's really funny. That made me feel better. So, I'll just keep on thinking about the funny stuff when I'm sad about it. Then I can prove to him that he did do his job...he made everyone feel good and smile. Funny, how he does that even now.
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