Jaded (jaded_reality) wrote, @ 2003-08-12 13:23:00

Current mood:	pissed off
Current music:	Moses by coldplay

1:24 pm: I feel like shit.... what else is new??

8 pm: FAT PIG
FAT PIG
FAT PIG

.... so pissed off.... I was only at 60, and then I started eating a seed and nut mix.... oh what's so bad about that?? Well look up the cals and fat and then say that.... tried to binge, couldn't do it. Tomorrow I'm going to make damn sure I will make up for today. My parents are leaving tomorrow.... perfect....

why couldn't I have stopped??

I feel like a ticking time bomb, ready to self destruct

	(Anonymous) 2003-08-12 18:07 (link)
	feel like shyt wat are you talking about girl you got will power i envey you onot to sound likelesbo or some stalker but i wish i coulddo wat you do :( ... Kimma (Reply to this) (Thread)

know all too well belieimage 2003-08-12 19:46 (link)

Everything is going horribly. I feel fat, as usual. Work is going to be the end of me because of all the shit that is going on here. I think I am eventually going to be blamed for all their crap. I miss the good old days when I didn''t care what people thought. I can't even remeber when that was? Why is this causing so much stress? Thanks babe for all the support. I don't know how much I can handle. Reading your comment made me feel really weird. I wasn't sad or happy but just contemplating life. I almost started crying. I must just be in a weird mood. I hope you feel better. You are doing great and I only wish that I had your motivation and stanima. I miss you lots. Ubf Xenia (Reply to this) (Thread)

	captive_tears 2003-08-12 21:05 (link)
	hey baby hey baby hey love you lots - stay strong |katalina-charlotte (Reply to this) (Thread)