wow!
well I did it. I took the HUGE plunge. It was scary. It was horrible thinking about it but I did it. I am ok. I have a few bad moments but I am ok. Kelsey is ok also. We have a nice little trailer set up just for the two of us. Marty beg me to stay. He said it was a shock that I was leaving. I have been telling him for a few weeks now. I have told him on and off. I finally just took the plunge. What put the iceing on the cake was how he acted about the whole situation of the death of James, Kelsey biological father. I jsut couldn't take his selfish ways any more. I understand how he felt about him trying to raise kelsey. But this was for her. So I put my feellings aside so I can be there for her. She needed himto be there for her. But he wasn't because he didn't agree to it and he didn't want to go to my parents house. I packed my things this morning and withdrewal Kelsey from school and put in a change of address. Around 11 Marty called asking why am I leaving him. I was strong. This is what I want. This is what I need. This is what I am sticking to. Marty has emailed me tonight saying he didn't know what he had till he lost it. He always thought I was a good wife. He will always love me and hopes Kelsey and me will be fine. I have his number if I need him. Well right now I jsut can't talk to him. I ask for one thing and he tried to keep that from me. After 8 yrs together he didnt want me to have anything to drive. I took the van anyway. I wrote him back letting him know we are ok. All I ask for is for the van. I asked him to please spend time with his son. He means more to him than the game. This all hurts but I know the pain will go away soon enough. So just keep me in your prayers!
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