Joel R. Madden (j__madden) wrote, @ 2003-08-27 21:23:00

Current mood:	happy
Current music:	Blue October - Calling You

You take away the old, show me the new...
So I'm way over due for an update. I'm gonna try to keep it short though.. just because.. well one, cause I'm tired as fuck. And two, cause I don't want to be sitting here writing an update when Mandy comes home.

Mandy's pregnant. We're having another baby. I can't even really believe it.. yeah, I think I'm still in shock. See a few weeks ago we went to the doctor's office thinkin' she was pregnant, but it turned out she wasn't. I was disappointed, and I know she was. I just remember staring at the doctor and wanting him to check again. I kept asking "are you sure?" over and over again. But yeah, I guess doctor's know something more about that stuff than I do. So it.. well.. sucked. Course as we were walking out of the doctor's office she spotted a sports store, so we went and made use of the equipment for sale. Haha, did I mention she's fun as hell? Anyways back to the baby thing.

I know we're both hoping it's a girl. But we're gonna love it to death either way. He/she is even gonna have two older brother's that are gonna love it to death too. Hell I remember when Sarah was born. Me and Benj would get jealous sometimes, cause she'd always get the attention from people. Pretty typical older sibling type thing I guess. We loved her of course.. in our own way. I remember tryin' to pick her up once and mom started yelling at me to leave her alone. Haha. Speaking of Sarah, I should call her. It's been fuckin' forever since we've talked.

I can't wait to take Mandy to the doctor and get the ultrasound done. To hear it's heartbeat. I can't wait to buy baby clothes and fix up a new nursery room. I can't wait until Mandy's stomach starts showin. To feel the baby's first kick... I can't wait until we're laying in bed and cuddling together, then feelin' the baby kick me in the side or something. It's all those awesome little things that I love. I never even realized how much I missed them until now. But I do miss 'em. Right now I'm nothing but excited about everything that's gonna happen. And I do mean everything. Even the late night food runs.

She pushed me into mud the other night. Heh. The rain was coming down and she caught me totally by surprise and tackled me into the mud. A mud fight broke out of course. She pushed my face into a big fuckin' mud puddle, but I got her back by grabbing her and givin' her a muddy kiss. She loves my kisses. I said mud like 30 fuckin' times in that paragraph.

VMA's are tomorrow.. I can't even begin to explain how nervous I am. Last year I sat at home and watched Benj, Billy, and Paul go. Now I'm gonna be there and it's just really nerve wracking to think about. It's gonna be fun though. I'd be lookin' forward to it if I could just calm my nerves down some. Hopefully we'll take home an award, but I'm not holding my breath on it. I mean, I'm proud of our music and everything. It's just hard to believe that we might actually win something. We'll see I guess. We're up for Best Group Video, Best Rock Video, and Viewer's Choice. It'd be cool to take home Viewer's Choice. Uh, yeah. We're performing too.

Mandy told me she was pregnant on our one-year Wedding Anniversary. Best gift she could've ever gotten me. Seriously after that, she doesn't need to buy me anything else for our anniversary. We still haven't gotten the chance to celebrate it really, unless you count the mud fight. I've been too wrapped up with shit lately. I do have somethin' in mind though, something I've planned out. So hopefully she'll come back soon so I can put this plan into action.

You hear that Mandy?!

Pierre keeps calling me Jo Elmo. Hahah.
Benj needs to quit hatin' on my grill. You love my thuggin' teeth man.
Billy should buy me a Cadillac damnit.

Oh and I fixed up the fittycrew layout. I'm gonna start adding people to it. So if you want in just drop me a line.

:throws up FITTY sign:
I'm out.

	billymartin_ 2003-08-27 23:39 (link)
	why do you deserve a cadillac? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	mandy_moore 2003-08-28 00:40 (link)
	I love you. I love you. I love you. Oh. Did I mention that I love you? -smiles- (Reply to this) (Thread)

	j__madden 2003-08-28 03:20 (link)
	:laughs: I love you more. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	nasty (Anonymous) 2004-08-29 15:58 (link)
	in mandy moores journal it said she was gonna leave joel for jessi? but i think joel is single and i think all this is fake!!!!!!!!! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	nasty (Anonymous) 2004-08-29 16:01 (link)
	if u guys were dating i would kno.and then on benji's little thing it said he was dating "dirrty sexy" christina he loves her soo much.but she has a boyfriend.i dont even think u guys are benji and joel i think your just some stupid kids jokin around!!!!!!!!!!! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	nasty (Anonymous) 2004-08-29 15:55 (link)
	so joel madden and mandy moore are engaged and shes pregnant? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	christensen_e 2003-08-28 02:24 (link)
	Congratulations! *throws brownies* I think you shall get a Cadillac too and head to Alaska. So you can be a ghetto eskimo. *thinks to herself* Sorry. Random. Anyway, yes. Good luck with the baby! Oh oh and oh. I hope you win a MOONMAN! (Reply to this) (Thread)

	j__madden 2003-08-28 03:21 (link)
	Hahah thank you! Ghetto eskimo.. oh man. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	billy_martin 2003-08-28 02:40 (link)
	No cadillac for you. Haha. You think Im made of money? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	j__madden 2003-08-28 03:22 (link)
	You.. mean you're not? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sarah_denmark 2003-08-28 10:03 (link)
	Congrats with the baby! I hope it's a girl.. u really seem like a perfect dad to a girl.. :) lol! the father-daugther dances and stuff... :) Sarah (Reply to this) (Thread)

	j__madden 2003-08-28 15:06 (link)
	Father-daughter dances are cool.. but if it's a girl :coughs: she's not dating or doing the prom business until she's 30. Haha. Thanks. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sarah_denmark 2003-08-29 08:52 (link)
	That's SO father-a-like.. lol.. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sarah_denmark 2003-08-29 08:57 (link)
	...... just like my dad even though I'm 17 and have a child.. Things don't always turn out the way we all want it, but I love him more than anything in the whole wide world.. :) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	nasty (Anonymous) 2004-08-29 16:02 (link)
	they r not havin a baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: nasty sarah_denmark 2004-08-29 16:06 (link)
	I KNOW ITS ROLE PLAY YOU DUMBASS (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	benjaminmadden 2003-08-28 14:44 (link)
	CONGRATULATIONS YOU HORNY MOTHERFUCKER. Your teeth SUCKS. AHAHAHAHAHA. It looks like you pulled out all your teeth. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	j__madden 2003-08-28 15:07 (link)
	HAHAH SHUT. I HAVE THE BEST TEETH IN THE ENTIRE FUCKIN' WORLD. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	PISSED OFF!!!!!!!!! (Anonymous) 2004-08-29 16:05 (link)
	BENJI IS NOT A FATHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	HORNY (Anonymous) 2004-08-29 16:23 (link)
	BENJI YOUR SOOOO FUCKIN HOTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!I WOULD MAKE OUT W/ U ANY DAY AND SHOW U MY PIERCINGS *WINK* (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_simplypierre_ 2003-08-28 15:42 (link)
	YO YO YO! WHAT UP MUH HOMIE, JO ELMO! HAHAHA don't hate you dirty bastard. OH yesh, thank you fuck letting mr. swimmy swim the swim. Now I have a sister. No one's probly gonna understand that but Lena. HAHAHA (Reply to this) (Thread)