HI. I'M MANDY *waves*
What is this, long-ass update day? I look at my friend's page and everyone and their momma decided to write a huge update. What the fuck. I'm always the last one to do things.. and to know 'bout things. Hah. One day I ate somethin with peanut butter on it.. crackers I think.. and I walked around all day with some peanut butter stuck to my face. I saw tons of people and no one fuckin' told me about it. Chad finally pulled me aside and told me I had shit on my face. Shut, it wasn't funny. I was wonderin' why the hell Benj kept laughin' at me.
Now that I've succeeded in embarrassin' myself even more. On with the update.
You prolly all know that I was feelin' depressed last night. I think everyone around here was pissed off/depressed or whatever. So if you tried to talk to me and I didn't answer or I let the conversation die, that's why. I felt like shit. I didn't even wanna talk to anyone, not even Mandy. I think I was just really worn out, mix that with the realization that this tour is gonna end soon. Which is a stupid thing to get upset about. I'm gonna miss this day-in day-out routine we've got goin' on here. We've been living in this bus for so long, guess I'm just really used to it. I'm happy we're gettin' a break though, even if it is a pretty small one.
So I was already upset about that. Then Mandy told me she was gonna go home for the rest of the tour. Which really upset me I guess.. I don't know. I'm tryin' not to come off as a spoiled brat here who whines when his toy gets taken away. It's good she's goin home, it's good that her family is finally gonna get to see the kids. But I'm gonna miss her. It seems like every time she gets back on the bus, somethin' else comes up and she's gotta leave. I know it's not her fault, and I'm not tryin' to blame her. Things come up and I know she has to take care of them. That hospital thing though, when the babies were, that wasn't even her fault. Aight I'm shuttin' up. I don't know what the hell my problem is.
Mandy's awesome though. We talked for awhile and before I knew it I was feelin' a lot better than I was before. I don't even know how she does it. She just makes me forget about everything.
When we went to bed last night I told her to let me take care of the babies if they started cryin'. Which they did. Mandy started getting up and I had to remind her that it was my turn. She was pretty reluctant at first, but she eventually gave in and I went off to do my dad duties. *chuckles* Not easy. I'll tell you that.. as soon as I got Daniel quiet, Trent started cryin'.. which made Daniel start cryin again. I'm surprised everyone was able to sleep through that. Personally I think they like Mandy better, I've never really heard them cry that loud when she's takin' care of him. I'm brand new at this dad stuff though, so, cut me some slack. I fed them though, changed their diapers. Which wasn't easy.. I'm not even gonna get into it. Then they finally fell asleep.
Yeah. All in a night's work.
I wonder if Trent and Daniel have that kinda connection that me and Benj have. Where when one of 'em is upset, the other one is automatically upset too. Me and Benj do that a lot. The other day Trent and Daniel started busted out cryin' at the same time. Haha. Coulda been it.. or maybe they both just took a dump at the same time.
*makes use of the word of the day*
PRECIPICE, BITCH
I think everyone needs to use that word in a sentence at least once in their life.
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JOEL IS A HOTTIE BUT HIS BROTHER IS HOTTER. I LOVE YOU BENJI AND JOEL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ROCK ON!! -PRISCILLA (Reply to this) (Thread) |
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