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| Current music: | catch 22 - keasby nights |
ohh chicken leg
they make me so mad. so mad. they are including me in things just because they know that it hurts me. i dont know why. i get upset. i miss my mom so much. she says that she is going to come up to visit. but i really doubt it. my dad is being a dick lately. i dont know what to do for john for valentines day. i was thinking. and i wrote him a poem. it needs a lot of editing. maybe ill post it. cristie is a nice girl. but i dont know. i should bake that cake for krystina. i want to hang out with john alone. i need to talk to him. i just need someone to talk to about my problems. who would understand. and doesnt mind if i cry. i miss my mom so much. she called me finally today, talked to me for like 3 minutes and dena for 5 minutes. i probably wont get to talk to her for another 2 months or so. krystina dyed my hair. its the same color. i miss john so much lately. im going to lay on my carpet, listen to music, sing along and think about just everything. i dont know. i dont know anything anymore. everything is falling apart. me and krystina, me and my dad, me and nick, me and my mom, me and school, me and a lot of people and things. i just hope me and john dont fall apart. lord please help me. and that is from the bottom of my heart.
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