Shauna (inji) wrote, @ 2004-01-31 16:27:00

Current mood:	confused
Current music:	Dead and Broken--Godsmack

Weird convo
Today in a chat room i started talking to Mickle's friend who i dont even kno who she is but i think i should know.
Ok lemmie start from the begining.

Mickle was mad at me for being spoiled, or so she says. I said i wasn't spoiled and worked for what i got. She got mad and was like sure...whatever. So she left and i continued ranting to her friends who seemed really interrested in hearing what i had to say.

So i basically told her that everything i do is to shape the way people respect me and to get me closer to the golas that i set for myself.

Then i was like people respect me and trust me and thats why they would do something for me. And I was like ya i kno its hard to believe people would respect em because of how i act. And so she asked how i acted and i said how i could be a reall goof and would zone out. So i would miss things

Then we got into my reall "problem" if thats what u want to call it. I think she's the first person ive told...and i dont kno her. XD. So like any way i said how alot of the times my thoughts will drown out what other people say. So even when they;re talking to my face i won there them. I really hate it

I have fine hearing. All the time ill here really soft things. But to oftern its like I dont understand english. Someone will be 2 feet away from me talking completely audable and i wont kno what they said. Even if im paying atention. So ill just say im inattentiver to make up for wut i ont kno.

Its really so weird. I hear them but i dont understand them. They're speaking perfect english, a language i've mastered (ya right but u get it) and i wont kno wut they're taslking about.

Its really inconveinent...I miss so much even if i am listening. And id like to repeat, that 've never had hearing problems. Its like my thoughts really drown out the people talking around me... I really do hate it.

Its a big problem but i dont kno whats going on. I asked her if it ever happened to her and she said no. Because im really curious if it happens to anyone else... So tell me if it happens to u.

Sometimes I kinda feel like that, I guess. giraffe63 2004-01-31 17:38 (link)

I think sometimes I'll be kinda like what you're talking about, but I don't pay enough to attention to realize I'm not paying attention sometimes. But like, I'll be listening but the words don't really make it to me and sink in. I just give some default response when s/he stops talking. I'm just a short-attention span person. I should get myself checked out for ADD or something. Giraffe (Reply to this) (Thread)