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meqee *` (infatuation_x) wrote,
@ 2003-01-03 15:41:00
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    Current mood: angry
    Current music:Exgirlfriend - No Doubt

    aya
    im not confused anymore !@#$%*_. but im strategizin` cuz now louis dont like me like that its the whole *just-a-friend* thing AND i kno that i can get him back but it could take awhile and i kno hes worth it. *breaks into song* I KINDA ALWAYS KNEW I'D END UP UR EXGIRLFRIEND!!!! UR EXGIRL :pause: FRIEND... yea so louis thought we were goin out but he didnt ask me so idk how he thought that was workin` but o welp i cant change the past and i cant change the fact i've hurten him alot and badly so i accpet and im tryin 2 decide if i should move on or not - but yea so hi "To Your Love"

    Here's another speech you wish I'd swallow
    Another cue for you to fold your ears
    Another train of thought too hard to follow
    Chugging along to the song that belongs to
    The shifting of gears
    Please forgive me for my distance
    The pain is the evident in my existence
    Please forgive me for my distance
    The shame is manifest in my resistance
    To your love, to your love, to your love
    I would've warned you, but really, what's the point?
    Caution could but rarely ever helps
    Don't be down when my demeanor tends to disappoint
    It's hard enough even trying to be civil to myself
    Please forgive me for my distance
    The pain is evident in my existence
    Please forgive me for my distance
    The shame is manifest in my resistance
    To your love, to your love, to your love
    My derring-do allows me to dance the rigadoon
    Around you
    But by the time I'm close to you, I lose
    My desideratum and now you, so
    Now you have it, so baby tell me what's the word?
    Am I your gal, or should I get out of town?
    I just need to be reassured
    Do you just deal it out, or can you deal with
    What I lay down?
    Please forgive me, for my distance
    The pain is evident in my existence
    Please forgive me for my distance
    The shame is manifest in my resistance
    To your love, to your, to your love




    thats a real good song that jessica, my friend *mobilechick* at uj introduced me to <33 its good song and i like it alot -

    I KINDA ALWAYS KNEW I'D END UP UR EXGIRLFRIEND !

    good song too

    i've found alot of good poppy-songs lately havent i? hmm *ponders* but anyways im just chillin here for the past few days all i wanna do is lay around the house and ppl are noticing. idk what it is - but i think its sort of like a depression thing but my mom says she knowz im depressed but she doesnt believe in the drugs for it but shes lookin into a psychologist person thing - i think thats cool i think they help get things off ur chest n i need that rite now. kaytee *uj: x_cherryhigh_x* has been actin different, shyer,very insecurely, and kim *uj: ghetto_fabb* has been actin very weird but shes always like that - idk whhat to do wiff myself! and im pissed cuz we were supposed 2 have swimgym 2day and instead we have no school cuz fxckin snow!!!



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