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OKAY
I am still alive and kicking, though I spend most of my free time sleeping. Sorry bout that, Moony luv. You know how much overtime I've been putting in.
I've been out in the field every day save one since my last post. Oh yes, once they've decided you're ready, they really throw you into it. Had five near brushes with death in the last week. Am not pleased, not pleased at all. And most of the time I get back to the office shaken up from said close encounter and then Moody takes me to task for not doing better! Honestly! There's only so much a bloke can focus on at one time!
Moony is in a right state because of all of this. When I get home he pampers me, fusses over me, curses Moody, the Death Eaters and everything else that he can possibly think of (up to and including my mother, Fate, bunnies and the state of today's youth). Then he drags me to bed and latches on to me so tightly sometimes I fear I won't be able to breathe.
I love him, and I hate to put him through all this. I don't know what I'm going to do...
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 moonchild_remus
2003-08-10 05:15
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Padfoot, I know I'm a mother hen, but I notice you need it! I need it, too, but that's less important. I mean apart from a slight danger of someone wanting to kill me at home I'm home safe and sound. So I'm worried about you. I really admire Moody, and maybe I could take it better if I were an Auror myself, but not even Moody can change the stupid laws. They wouldn't trust me for a janitor job in there, let alone for an Auror. No matter how well I've done with those tests.
It does anger me! I am furious, but I know I have to stay calm and distanced if it costs me my life, because if I ever give in to that anger they just point out that it's because I'm a werewolf. Grrrrrrrr!!!
I think I just figured out the use of some of those HTML bits. It's good to be angry sometimes.
What can I do but pamper my lover back to sanity and health. He's really doing his best, but he's only 19, for Merlin's sake! Fresh out of Hogwarts basically. He's practically only learned how to apparate and now he's ready to spend all of his time in the field? How quickly do they want to go through their Aurors, burn them out in one month? Fat chances to win this war we have...
Angry again. Well, there's nothing I can do alone. I'm still in my wards studies and I've started to use some of them on the flat. Siri complains he can't apparate directly into the bathtub anymore, but it's better than having an unwanted visitor right inside the living room! And he CAN apparate to the front door. I'm busy with a spying system to see who's outside without having a spy eye in the door. I think I might look back on the spells we used for the map and make them more sophisticated. Note to self: must show that work to Flitwick one day, he should be able to appreciate it.
It's just so good to know he loves me and doesn't make me feel shit about staying home safe while he's out there. Thank you, Padfoot, and know that I'll never, never stop loving you. I know it's never say never, but that's a promise I can make easily, because it's easy to keep!
I love you!
Moony
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2003-08-10 19:16
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Bunnies? He curses bunnies?
*fell off my chair I was laughing so hard*
Hey, do you think you guys could meet up with us this Saturday at Diagon Alley? I'm going wand shopping. Mum and Dad said you could have me that night too.
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