|Current mood:|| depressed|
|Current music:||Evanescence - My Immortal|
sometimes....like today i feel like i dont wanna go on. I cant sleep coz im worryin too much. I cant eat coz im worryin again. I cant talk to anyone coz i'm worried what they might think. I hate work. They are a bunch of cocks and they hate me. Im not bothered about them hatin me but just coz im "different" from everyone else. Everyone else are blonde tall skinny and pretty...then theres me. I hate bein there. I walk past everyone and they give me weird looks. I only feel ok when im with edina! This week i've come home and gone upstairs and cried. I cried myself to sleep this week too. I really do hate life.
I found out that my friends mum died last thursday. That makes me hate life even more.
My mum told me to tidy my room today and i fliped out and smashed my mirror on the floor and started cryin. Then i went for a walk and ended up at rachys house. I knew she didnt want me there but her mum invited me in.
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