Painfully Reflecting (i_need_a_hero) wrote, @ 2004-08-22 09:58:00

I Want To Die
I want to die. I am horrible person! Why is it that everyone around me is so happy? I want to be one of them. . . I want to feel safe. . . to feel loved. . . to feel happy.

SOME ONE SHOOT ME!

I can't take it all. I feel alone. I want all of the feelings above. But they are not meant for me. They are meant everyone else.

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I know this just goes on. I am dieing on the inside. Seeing everyone else happy makes me sick, yet thinking that they are unhappy makes me sick too. Everything makes me sick these days.

I know that no matter how this ended I would feel just as bad.

I am not meant to be happy. . .

	(Anonymous) 2005-10-10 03:45 (link)
	i just can't fit in the world i'm living. why can't they be just like me? or just leave me alone... why do ppl always want to change the others??? can't they just be quiet? I don't want to live anymore can I just rest in peace? i (Reply to this) (Thread)