Drew (howky523) wrote, @ 2004-11-25 20:53:00

Changes
I always told my high school friends that nothing would change. i was wrong. i changed.

Ness and Kak and i are still close...but hangin out with ryan was different. i think we both felt it. it was like we weren't the same people we remembered being. that sucks, cause we were tight, but livin with the guys back at the house has made me realize how close friendships can really be.

Thats one of the saving graces i guess. the fraternity. without it i'm not sure who i'd be right now. even though i've had fun not having to do anything responsible for the past week, all i really want is to go back to school and be with the guys, hang out, shoot the shit, drink. funny how this shit grabs ya by the nuts and won't let go. crazy shit man.

Thought i'd get that off my chest.

boycrazygrl747 2004-11-27 11:35 (link)

not only have you changed, but all your friends have changed, whether you can see it or not. the whole trouble with coming home from school the first time is trying to compromise your new personality with your old ones... this is the time where you can decide how important your past friendships were. of course you're infatuated with the fraternity right now... it's new, and it's an amazing experience. but you've known these guys a few months... don't count out your friends who've been there for you much longer. once coming home a few times a year becomes more of a routine, hopefully it will get easier and you won't have to give up any friends on either end of the spectrum. :) (Reply to this) (Thread)