kari (hotlikeyurdog) wrote, @ 2003-11-05 16:45:00

Current mood:	sad
Current music:	Catch 22; Giving up giving in

Fuck you.
Wow, everythings happening so fast. I tried not to think about it all day, and all was going well until I got home. I was sitting there and kept thinking it was all fake and a dream. And once again I broke down and started crying. This is so fucking unexpected my life will never be the same. I can't believe it. I hate this so much, I can't believe this happened.

Man I wish it was a dream. That would be so great but it's not, and I have to live with it. But, hopefully things will get better even though I doubt they will. Well after my second day of crying I'm actually doing alright. Even though I have to force out a smile most of the time.

Well I'm going to go so you guys don't have to listen to my sob stories anymore. A lot of you may think I'm making it a bigger deal than I should but you don't even know.

	awWw kari i love you:) xrachelxxreneex 2003-11-06 14:52 (link)
	aww hey baby i love you!!! and im very sorry for what happend i know it was hard!! but..i know ull make it through all this and i jus want you to know that i love you very very much!!! ur my dora the explora buddy u cant be sad senorita!!! IIIII LOVEEEE YOUUUUU.... cheer up its gonna be okay soon ull see:D *...oh and i hope you liked my present..lmao....* <<3 yo baby mama (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: awWw kari i love you:) (Anonymous) 2003-11-06 19:51 (link)
	I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!! Thank you so much for everything you are doing. You don't even know how hard this is but you guys are making it so much easier. I just got more bad news and I'm crying so hard right now but I love you guys so much. And I love your present too. Thank you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)