Courtney (hiddenwithin) wrote, @ 2003-07-31 06:54:00

yeah..whatever
Well..this game is frustrating me...Final Fantasy X. GRR! I cant beat the stupid flower thing! lol...I want to give up..yet i want to beat the fucker. DIIIIE! Its spitting this stupid sparkly shit out at me.. NoOoO!

I died...Humph... Must resist..dont use cheat codes...RESIST!

Yeah, i know its 6:30 in the morning..haha video games rule. I don't knwo why i ever stopped playing them. ::pause::

Today is my brothers 6th birthday. I cant believe its been 6 years already. WOW. it went by so damn fast :( hehe hes my little secret keeper now. I tell him EVERYTHING. lol...yeah. 6 fuckin years.

i want my parents to get a divorce. SOON. actually....no. cuz then i would be stuck with my stepmom, who doesnt even talk to me..doesnt let me go out, EAT or talk on the phone. And if i go with my dad...well it would be okay..as long as hes not drunk and pissed off =\ but right now i just want them both to go to hell and leave me the fuck alone.

=\ i have a bruise..why must i bruise so damn easily..stupid blood coagulation shit. I hate my fucking blood...most of it isnt even mine..its disgusting. I have someone elses blood in me :S Jason came over and hes like...lets take that shit out of you...so we did..we took alot of fucking blood out =\ call me fucked up..w/e


I WANT TO GO TO SLEEEEEP! i think im an insomniac... :\

	haha nirtothevana 2003-08-01 15:50 (link)
	did you end up using the cheat codes? hehe. oh, and why doesnt you're step mom let you EAT? is she an evil witch or what? (Reply to this) (Thread)