Rose (hiddendrama) wrote, @ 2003-06-11 21:39:00

Current mood:	nervous
Current music:	7 seconds - new wind

And here's where the drama comes in
Yes so, I broke up with "John" last august/early september. He was an ass about it so I stopped talking to him for a few months. Then in the winter sometime, I saw him and we spent the whole night just talking and reminsing and he gave me hugs that really really made me uncomfortable. Then he posted on his livejournal about what a horrible idea it was and how some people never change or whatnot. That made me stop talking to him again. Now he has another girlfriend so I wouldn't have to worry about the awkward hugs, but now he hates me. Or so I think. He's also very good friends with somebody who I'm quite at odds with. I don't know. I think he'd be a good friend to have but I don't know if its possible to salvage some sort of relationship with him. God, I'm making such a stupid big deal about this, I just wish I knew what I wanted. I mean, I know I'd like to be friends with him... yes, I want to be friends with him. But is it possible? I guess the question really is am I willing to try? Do you think I should (all 2 people that read my journal)?

	fuck it nyhc_25 2003-06-21 01:06 (link)
	fuck that... find a new guy, if he's a dick about it and goes posting about how HUGGING you was a bad idea just drop him... there are tons of other guys out there - youll be fine (7 seconds rock by the way) (Reply to this) (Thread)