jeSs (hessiiebabii) wrote, @ 2003-06-08 21:52:00

Current mood:	apologetic
Current music:	stiLL thE 1-shAniA twAin <3 i lov thAt sOng!!

im so fucking sorry--
wow...i can be THE biggest bitch in the world i swear.

okay--i know i talked to you about this already andrew but i still feel so unbelievably guilty and i cant even believe you forgive me...i NEVER ever meant anything that i sed...the past few days have been so bad...and i really really still love you with all my heart and i could NEVER want you to die...i could never ever hate you...i dont know how i even said it...i promised you i would never hate you no matter what you did...and i meant it. even if i said somethings i shudnt have...i know i was really wrong for that--god im so glad everythings okay now. i thought i lost the one thing i had left...cuz im a dumbass and threw it away so fast...but i will never ever say things like that again because we all know its just jess dramatizing shit out more then it needs to be. i love you soo much...im so glad you looked passed all of this.<3

and a HUGE thank you to mizz tina...justyna--you do so much for me...and you deserve so much more for me...you are constantly saving me. i swear...you do everything from listening to me complain about everything, to that thing that im not gonna say that you did cuz its really personal but you did it and thats all that matters and you get the credit for it...yea that...everything from that to doing my layouts for me!! lol. but seriously...yu rock my world. i dunno wtf i wud do without you grl...and damn the memories...holy shit. from the bus to test prep and all the way to camp bernie, we sniff the eye shadow...we make funna steve nd eric...we play with tampons...you scare jess til she cries...but hey its all good in my hood. you are really off da hook. lol. we hav too much fun. i swear...and i absolutely lov you sooo much...i owe you a real lot swty. im always here for you if u ever need som1 to talk to.... your the greatest<333

cbs4L--bernie rocks.

and lindsay--the one and only mizz lindsay michelle link--you are absolutely THE funniest person i hav ever met in my life. you crack me up so good and wen i laff with u its over the stupidest shit but its really funny cuz u make it funny...and you are my favorite musical artist...you definitly have talent...i think you shud get a record deal and an agent...LOOK OUT BROADWAY/HOLLYWOOD/DEF JAMS/MURDA INC...YOU NAME IT...LINDSAY LINK IS ON HER WAY !!!! lmfao. you are def. my music buddy...and you are always ther for me to listen to me BITCH and whine about every single little stupid scenario i get myself into...and i lov you for that!! thank you sooo much swty...im always here for you if u ever need me...and you so deserve emmanuel...maybe he dont see it now...but he dont know what hes missing...youll get him again...maybe not now...but eventually i bet yu will...i mean...its lindsay...wats not to love!? swty...i lovv you soo much...s4L <33

lyssiie--you rock my socks...you already know wat im gonna say...so il just say--10 yrs...thats it. point proven. s4L...yu are awesom...we laff together, we cry together, and heaven knows wer probly gonna die together (as best friends of course...) the point is...you are always ther for me and i lovv you for that!! you are too funny u freakin psycho...i dont think anyone really realizes how funny you really are cuz everyone thinks your all quiet nd shy nd shit. please. they aint seen nothin. lol. im always here for you if u need me!! <33 s4L--

kristen--thank you for all you do for me...i know you hav madd shit goin on witchu but yu still find it inside you to lissen to me complain and deal with my shit...and you are patient with me and you can handle it all...i think you are a beautiful person--inside and out...no matter wat anyone sez...you are sucha swty and i dont care wat ppL think ov yu...they dont know yu...so it aint important...all that mattersz is your friends and those who care...and you hav plenty of them so dont yu worry about nothin...jess will take care of any of the motherfuckers who wanna run they muthafuckin mouth aboutchu cuz ill fuck em up...me nd lindsay nd tina...psh...lindsay will whip out her nine, X- pop -X they mothafuckin ass is dead. ill pull out my tampaxx fulla anthraxx, and slap da mothafuckas til they cant stand...haha. eminem song. and tina will beat them with lawn decorations...and...scare people. lmao. jp jp jp i lov you tina!! but foreal...you deserv so much betta swty<33 and yu rock soo much...haha....remember *ahem* in his fur coat and pimp suit?! lmfao...snow white and the 7...munchkins? wait no thats the wizard of oz...the...midgets? no no no...the dwarfS!! thats it..lmao. too many memorieez...!! i lov you swty im always here <33xo s4L

andrew--i love you sooo much...
theres your i love you...and ther are plenty more where that came from! <33

love always,
jeSsiiCa LynnE*

	thanks... (Anonymous) 2003-06-08 22:25 (link)
	loser... everyoen else gets a whole paragraph of how much you love them and how much they mean to you.... i get a quarter of a line... not even that.... i feel special... thanks (Reply to this) (Thread)

lindsay_xox 2003-06-09 14:59 (link)

jess! ahh thank ya for the thing, bebe. u rock! u kno u loved my song.. ima play with his bim-bim. haha. ahh we rock at dancing to never leave you. renegaaade never been afraid to say wuts on my mind at any given time of day «best song.. evne tho its somewhat old but still.. i heart it! jessica i love ya and u kno im always here for u. thankx for always listenin to me babble on about emmanuel. u rock so much. play with sumwuns bim-bim any chance ya get! luv ya --lindsay (Reply to this) (Thread)

lmfao. hessiiebabii 2003-06-09 20:54 (link)

yes lindsay...bim-bims are awesome...you bim bim slurping hussie!! lmfao. yu make me die laughing too much. i lovv you sooo much swty!! i lov to see you babble on about eman becuase its usually funny cuz you make up songs and yu get all happy nd its soo sweet lol...i lov to see you happy cuz you deserve it..<3 lol your the best swty...<3xo s4L-- jeSsiCa<3 dancing to "never leave you" is THE most fun thing to do. lmao (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)