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Jude Law (heeeeeyjude) wrote,
@ 2003-10-05 03:05:00
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    Current mood: depressed

    Uh huh
    It amazes me that I'm happy due to realizations that I needed to face but that I feel like scum all at the same time.

    Nat you're wonderful, never let anyone convince you that you're not, not even me.

    Thanks for the new icon Ewan.



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padmexnat
2003-10-05 09:34 (link)
I'm glad you are happy. I wish I truly wish I could hate you. If you hadn't been so damn reassuring all the time. Don't worry about me I'll be fine.

Funny I don't feel so very wonderful.

I am so stupid.

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heeeeeyjude
2003-10-05 20:24 (link)
You can hate me if you want, if it makes you feel better. I will worry about you, I can't stop from worrying about you.

You're so far from being stupid, you're one of the most intelligent people I know and you are wonderful.

I can't put into words how sorry I am for hurting you, my words were never an act, they never have been, and never will be. I meant everything I said to you.

I don't think anything I can say will make you feel better, so maybe for once I should just shut up.

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padmexnat
2003-10-05 21:46 (link)
Like I said hating you would be easier, but I don't and I never will. I will always care about you and there will always be a special place for you in my heart.

I don't mean to make you feel worse, Jude I honestly don't. I just want you happy. So be happy for me Jude.

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heeeeeyjude
2003-10-05 23:46 (link)
I know you don't but how can I be happy when I know I've hurt you?

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padmexnat
2003-10-07 15:34 (link)
Jude ...

I think you are happy. Wasn't that the point of all of this.

But don't worry I will. I will be happy. Having the people I love be happy that helps. For now I've found a bandaide for my heart. The trick is to find my heart beat again and it's out there somewhere.

Kiss the kids for me and I'll see you soon.

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heeeeeyjude
2003-10-08 18:31 (link)
*nods and smiles* Thank you and I will.

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