Hayden Christensen (hayden__c_) wrote, @ 2003-09-19 21:24:00

Current mood:

annoyed

Ok. So I've been avoiding talking about this like the plauge. Why? Cause I'm depressed as fuck. The only reason I'm not insane is Shannon. If E were in better shape he'd be helpful there too.

And you know I'd be jealous of all the time Jude got to spend with Nat, but she's happy so I can't really complain that much.

I just fucking miss her like something awful. I believe in a lot of things, and I believe you can have more than one soulmate, and there are different levels. And Nat, she's my best friend soulmate.

So I'm depressed, and the shooting now is taking a lot out of me. It's just hard, this is the part of this role I knew would be the greatest challange, and I knew Nat would be gone for it, but it never really hit me.

So I mope and try to be a good boyfriend and actor, but its ok. She's probably going to move in with me when I get back to the states. Nat I mean, she was looking for a place in LA and we know we can stand each other so it just made sense.

Anyways. I'm off to try to make up my foul mood to Shannon.

-Hay

ps. Nat I miss ya

	padmexnat 2003-09-19 22:33 (link)
	Hey you! New York is great but I'm not really here to spend much time Hay. I'm flying back to be with Jude. He wants me to go to London with him. I miss you to Hay but I'll be back late Sunday. (Reply to this) (Thread)