Hayden Christensen (hayden__c_) wrote, @ 2003-08-13 19:25:00

I coud kill the guy, I really could. How could somebody do that. What the fuck is wrong with all you assholes who keep disappearing and hurting someone you claim to love? I'm serious, I want an answer.

I'm a guy, and I had a wild streak, I've broken hearts, and now I see no point in it. If you tell someone you love them, you better fucking mean it.

Ok, On a better and lighter note, Shannon is still here. Which makes everything better for me, and Nat too I think. When Nat when back to LA we had the house to ourselves, it was nice being alone for a couple of days.

I'm not sure what we are in the sense of being together, but I know I want her in my life. Which is big for me. Not that I'm commitment phobic, but I just hate hurting people now, and when i do I don't mean too, I hate making promises I'm not sure I can keep.

But it's there, that spark. I really think I want her to be my girl. ::laughs:: I sound like I'm in kindergarten.

	sweet_shannon 2003-08-14 21:49 (link)
	-smiles- You so don't sound like you're in kindergarten, you sound sweet and sincere and reading that made my heart skip a beat. [Sorry I haven't been around much, I'm out of town. I'll be home and on more regularly on Saturday] (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: hayden__c_ 2003-08-15 10:07 (link)
	Thank you [it's ok I haven't been around too much either so it worked out purty good, I just said purty didn't I? ::sighs::] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sweet_shannon 2003-08-17 02:29 (link)
	[You did but I'll forgive you just this once. ;) Any idea when you'll be around to rp?] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)